2nd Life

2009-05-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

Random post. =P

Its scary how fast time flies and its nearing the end of term2! Gosh..

1 Week to MidYears
3 Months to Prelims
5 Months+ to Alevels.

And soon i'll be old and wrinkly, happily sittting in a rocking chair on my veranda overlooking the mountains and valleys, munching on really awesome chocolate chip cookies and dark mocha frappucino.
Haha.. ~~I'll just keep wishing & dreaming.~~

Im getting bad at mugging. =(
Dont know why, but im not really looking forward to the June Holidays.

I was reading Night In Rodanthe yesterday. Its so frigging sad!
I admit i was crying pretty badly. Nicholas Sparks is an awesome author.

Soulmate! I have to apologise for being so speechless this morning on the phone. For once, i dont have any "wise" words for you. But i guess you should know what i want to say even thou i didnt say it.. Just stay strong and you'll make it through! Tomorrow will always be a better day and for all you know, it might just indeed be better. There is always the sunshine after the rain. Keep smiling and know that i'll always be around for you and to hear you out okays! I'll see you soon yeapps. =)

"非你莫属"
TANK

你知道吗我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子我好希望再来一次

懂得让我微笑的人再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以
不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走

那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你天造地设般产生奇迹
我心的缝隙我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以
不怕苦

Thats one of my favourite chinese songs. =)
It has the most awesome lyrics and an amazing singer.. I have been listening to it alot recently. Haha.. I guess the lyrics says alot.

-yang

2009-02-15T02:45:00.000-08:00

This blog's literally rotting away.

It probably wont be revived anytime soon.
But you can still check back from time to time.. there might be some random updates.
=)

Happy Belated Vday! ♥

And if it's going to be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain

You're feeling like you've got no place to run
I can be your shelter till it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
Please don't stop the rain

-"Please Don't Stop the Rain" James Morrison-

We all have our Rainy days, but just remember, there is always Sunshine & even Rainbows when the rain is through.
=)

Its not much, but it meant alot to me. <3

-yang

2009-01-07T23:49:00.000-08:00

if i set up an entertainment industry, i wonder if i'll make any money..

Pretty awesome chocolates! <3
there's 4 missing chocolate balls.. haha. i wonder what happened to them?

08Jan2008
Back to Stnicks again! (With NAIY this time!)

the usual Orange Bowl, Ice tea and talking to teachers!

we were walking around the classroom block looking and waving to the teachers (and laughing at some of them!).
i saw MrsSherwood giving lessons and i got reminded of how she used to tell us almost every single lesson towards the second half of 2007 that "If you people don't know this by now, you really ought to be shot dead" during geog lessons!
if im not wrong, i think i paid attention to almost all of her lessons! haha.. and its something im really proud of. *smiles*

MissPrav and MrsTan are happily helping me countdown to the start of school. cos they are just so jealous of the fact that i start school 10 days later than they do.. HAHA. but they should feel honoured that i went back to visit them 2 days out of the 10 days okay!

And! stnicks now has this new rule of no slippers and shorts allowed. apparently we look too sloppyish. ohwells.. its going to be so inconvienent lah..

OLevels Results next monday! All the best juniors! =)
Must have FAITH okays!

Can't believe its been a year since i had to go through the near death experience of getting my Os results.. i rmb going back to school early in the morning and attending assembly! like almost the entire cohort went back for assembly and 4 cohorts had to leave the entire length of the first rows of track empty just for us! haha..
then the wait till 2pm was almost pure torture. there was a lot of false news going around and everyone was waiting for MsChan's announcements on the different subjects throughout the day.. once the announcement sounded everyone would flock to the nearest speaker and telling each other to 'SHHH!!'.
and when MsChan announced the news of how well we did the whole school erupted into screams of joy and happiness.. then 2pm came and everyone was sitted ever-so-impatiently in the hall, some even threatening to dissolve into tears already. i managed to hold out till halfway through the presentation which was the summary of how we did overall as a cohort and everything.. i stopped paying attention after a while. haha.. i cant rmb if i made anges cry or anges made me cry but we somehow influenced each other on the waterworks! haha.
after which, we all lined up according to register number to take back our results.. i was the 7th in line! haha.. i was so reluctant to go forth and take the paper from MsPrav's hands. it was that encouraging, i-know-you-gave-your-best smile from her that i had the courage to glance at that scary piece of paper.. somehow the first thing i saw was this horrible ugly looking "C FIVE" staring right back in my face and i couldnt even register anything else, not even which subject i got that horrible grade for and i just broke down.
luckily chen lao shi was there to comfort me and reassure me that i didnt do as badly as i did for prelims. i rmb her taking my results slip and she commented "不错吗..很多A. and that one subject you should get a C for." haha.. i got a shock. but so many "TWO"s lah.. wasted. haha..

woah. haha..
i unknowingly rambled so much about Os results day last year..

something MrsKhong said really made me think..
"Learn from your mistakes and don't repeat them again. I believe that you are capable and the results are even reflected in your last minute revision for Os. You just have to start earlier and do more consistent work. *insert that MrsKhong's standard accusing look* You have the potential to fo well and come back with all As for me to see okay!"
Yeaps! I'll go back to stnicks next year with all my As! =)

haha.. this post is so wordy.
pictures another time. have i told you how lazy im to upload them? haha.. im sorry to those who are still patiently waiting for me to send them the photos! SORRIES! =P

Hey JOSH!
i dont think you'll ever read this but, TAKE CARE OF YOUR ANKLE LAH. haha.. get well soon okays!

SOMEONE...
you say blog about you but i dont know what should i say! haha.. maybe that you have a BIG and slightly POKEY butt like J.Lo? you should have her RollsRoyce instead then i can steal it from you! =) its POKEY okay.. i think cos of you bone there or something. nothing needs to be hairy to be pokey-ish..
BOING. =D

-yang

2009-01-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

Im blogging.
haha.. finally a decent post after an indecently long period of time.

5Jan2009

headed back to stnicks with denise!
i was craving very badly for my 橙碗 (translation: Orange Bowl).

our orange bowls! dont be jealous okay.. haha!

when i got there it was primary side recess and later lower sec recess time. the queue was like super long as usual! so we went to walk walk at staffroom to enjoy aircon and see teachers!
haha.. the teachers were complaining that we go staffroom aim is to enjoy aircon only.
which is so not true please..

i got to chat with MrsKhong, MsPrav and MrsTan! and i got hugs too! =)
the teachers were so cute. (especially mrs tan!) haha.. they were so jealous that we start school 10days later than they do. ohwells! we have holiday homework.. so it makes up in a way.
found out from MrWong that MsChoo is on one-year leave. Rest well!

we left at 1055 to beat the upper sec recess crowd! haha. we saw the short one metre long queue from the fam lounge and we ran for it!
ohh! you know that their recess now is only 30mins long?
thats so sad lah! haha.. what happened to the good old 45mins! we caught many students (and teachers too!) unable to adapt to the 30mins and they were late! haha.. tsktsk.
we accompanied MrsSherwood for her recess too! we are such nice people. =)

i love the awesome stnicks big and abundant mirrors! =)

CCA banners! i see so many familiar ones. =)
they recycled the posters from last year too. they should have used the ones we used 2 years ago! they were so professionally done and really pretty! (i still rmb there was poster theifs! bad.)

the usual:

we were at the upper concourse looking at the class allocations and stuff before we left..
haha i was sort of in a hurry.. and we kept seeing mrwong everywhere!

cool right! =)

Hello SOMEONE.
See, im so nice to spend precious time updating my blog just so that you would be not Not-Entertained.. (i could have been.....studying! haha.)
I'm so nice right. =)

meeting Soulmate tmr to go back stnicks (again!) haha..
the rest of CCA Clique cant make it.. =( but its okay there's still me and naiy! =)

shall blog about the december happenings another time.
its too many photos to upload. and im feeling a tiny bit lazy. heehee..

-yang

2009-01-02T00:37:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009. =)
2008 has been great even though there are times that was seemingly bleak. It has been a special year especially because of you.
Hoping for an awesome year even though its the A Levels year. Many things to look forward to, many things to escape from. Too much things to learn and too much stuff i forgot (and thus, need to revise).
I promise to keep my 2009 New Year Resolutions.

i'll blog soon. i think.
haha im too lazy.

2008-11-30T00:33:00.000-08:00

Friday 28NOV2008
2008Infocomm Sec4 Farewell

i had stuff on in the morning and joined them only around 3plus.
the moment i step back into stnicks it me an unmistaken sense of HOME. =) i really miss the stnicks environment truck loads.

first stop: Uncle Mobeen's drink stall for my beloved TEH TARIK! pity orange bowl wasnt open. no matters.. there's always another time yeah!

the moment i reached the field i was dragged (very unwillingly i must add) into a lifesized version of foosball. but i sacrificed and played for my PUBS!
haha.. it was fun with lots of screaming! so typical of girls schools. haha..
but i was abit lousy as goalkeeper.....and stuff. naiy and den played for Programming too but they were not much better than me either. i finally understand what jocelyn meant by lao le. there was Old EXCO vs New EXCO and guess who won? Old EXCO of course! Yay! we still got shi li. =)

prove that naiy stole my teh tarik while i was busy with the game. *points to her hand*

foosball! PUBS vs Multimedia

there was a minesweeper-ish game after that. but the 3 of us were quite tired so we sat out and ~~gossiped~~ chatted! the nice juniors donated awesome biscults to us too!

i didnt know that denise ong took so many candid photos! haha. more pictures below..

Slacking at the MPR while waiting for the BBQ to start:

jumpshots were failure as usual. haha!

zi lian naiy

product of naiy's zi lian-ness.

left the MPR for Roof Garden to paitently wait for BBQ!

the PRETTY Roof Garden! =)
i used to walk past the roof garden on almost daily basis. i miss the place loads! and the awesome view of the even-more-PRETTY clouds and sky!

while waiting for the juniors to start fire, we decided to do what we do best:
Self-timer camwhore! =D

Naiy had to leave before she even tasted the beehoon! =/ me and den made the juniors test the beehoon first before we ate just in case of the possibility that we might not survive the ordeal. haha!
before she left, we made a stop at one of the many many many mirrors around the school!

view of the sunset from the roof garden! :

BBQ started! and the food were served. =D

yuling!

my First satay!
its either cheryl or kahyan who got it for me.. hee!

being the nice person i am, i bbq-ed me and den's MarshMellows before we went to walk walk and we did a bit of evening jog around the track! the weekly Morning Jogs suddenly dont seem that sian as it once did..
of course, we came back for more food! =D

check out my awesome cup!

it reads "denise loves me! :)"
DUH. haha!

we tried our best to interact with the new sec ones, but mission failed. they looked so scary lah! o.o haha.. actually i think we are even more scarier to them. just imagine 2 weird and unfamiliar 17 year olds plopping down on the either you and starts talking.. but hey we gave our best. they were looking rather sian-ed..
we left around 7:45pm.

oh! charmaine and shuling came as well!
it was quite sad that deb and chris couldnt make it.. looking forward to our next meeting! =)

the rest of the photos are still with the juniors.
hope they can send us soon!

Saturday 29NOV2008

reached ulu pandan cc around 10:50am. then went to help pack thousand plus goodie bags for the Youth Community Day event on Sunday the next day. serena, xiwen and yiren were there already but luxi was even later than me. haha..

we were inside the huge bomb shelter (which was called CD Shelter for some reason) and there was zero reception there. haha.. it was quite cool.

the many boxes of stuff thrown randomly around

all the stuff thats suppose to go into the goodie bags!
goodie bag, emergency booklet, STOP notebook, post-it, newater, some booklet, water bottle, 2 packets of the new Milo Mocha, fan, highlighter
the highlighter they gave was the one that stnicks gave to us last year! haha.. the flower one which many people dismantled.

luxi!

WOAH. look at the millions of goodie bags!

haha.. no lah.
that was just the mirror reflection. it actually like that:

but thats around 750 goodie bags already.

MILO&luxi&me!

serena!

haha.. it was very tiring to pack but it was really fun non-the-less as we were all being very lame and joking around! =)
Mr Sek and Candice came to help us too!

i suffered two papercuts from opening the lousy quality paper bags. =/

shall blog about today's "GREAT Trivia Challenge: Olympiad Edition" another day when i get the photos from mr. sek. =)

Avalanche
David Cook

I feel alive beside you
And all at once
I am whole again.
We fall into each other
Your atmosphere
Is all I´m breathing in
And in this rush
We are crushed

Carry me down
Roll it in your arms
Cause' I can't remember
Ever falling this hard
Tell me tonight,
All that we have been
Was it nothin' more
Than a noise inside my head
Crashing down, crashing down,
In your avalanche.
In your avalanche.

These scars we wear remind us
The more we change
The more we're all the same
Swept up in this emotion
We fumble through
and make the same mistakes
Cause' we are led
To the edge

Carry me down
Roll it in your arms
I can't remember
Ever falling this hard
Tell me tonight
All that we have been
Was it nothin' more
Than a noise inside my head

Crashing down, crashing down,
In your avalanche
Crashing down, crashing down,

I feel alive beside you
Than all at once I am
whole again...

-yang
the rain will eventually stop, and the sun will shine bright once again.

2008-11-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

blue-bear&crabbie&fluffy-bear

Its just one of those days that everything seems to get to you and nothing seems to go right and the world is mocking you with all its might. Headaches always makes me unhappy, but there's no denying that i was happy at certain points during the day though.

If only you were here to just make everything just go away.
I Miss You.

2008-11-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

my pretty phone! haha.. =)

the holidays has started for two weeks and the only productive things i have accomplised are:
1. Finish reading Eragon
2. Finish reading Eldest
3. Currently at page 300 of Brisingr
4. Waste time (okay thats not counted as productive)
5. SHOPPING! =)
6. Watch drama: 命中注定我爱你! (now at episode 6)
7. Hang out with friends..
8. Continue spoiling my phone keypad by ~~aiming to~~ bursting my phone bill again.
9. Complete my one day job attachment at Mitsui Sumitomo Insurance.

hmmm...
haha not bad huh. =D
but i should start on proper studying and holiday homework soon...
BUT!!!!

looking forward to my MadagascarTWO movie date with Char-ah next week! She's returning back to singapore on 22Nov.. =)
i have been looking forward to Madagascar2&Bolt for super long.

recently is like the peak period for my friends to fly off overseas. so many people i know are all MIAing lah..
haha but its okay..
i believe i can look foward to presents when they come back!
=) *smile* no pressure really.. haha.

met up with ping my evil evil twin today to go Orchard shop shop! =)
before that i went to KAP to return the 2nd disc of "the bucket list" to the rental shop because a certain blur blur sotong left the disc in his comp after we watched and forgot to return it to the rental shop together with the rest of "the bucket list". and because of this certain blur blur sotong, i had to go through something quite unpleasant and totally weird. *shivers* haha.. but ping says the way i handled it was damn cool! haha.. like duh.

we saw some people along orchard road holding signs and giving out free hugs.. haha. quite weird to be giving out free hugs there but ohwells its quite cool.
*hugs evil twin*
the evil twin is influencing the awesome one to become evil like her. but its okay.. the awesome will still be awesome even if she became evil because she's just awesome like that. Awesome yeah..!

GUNSLINGER
by Avenged Sevenfold

Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come hold you
I'm making it through
It's been far too long, we've proven our
love over time’s so strong, in all that we do
The stars in the night, they lend me their light
to bring me closer to heaven with you <3
(Bring me closer)

And with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Happiness is when the simplest things that you do puts a smile on my face. This smile lingers on for a long time, even after my cheeks ache from the stupid grin plastered there.. <3
Feeling especially happy, when its 4 in the afternoon.

-yang
Whispers,"Hello, I miss you quite terribly." Day 4, and counting...

2008-11-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

DUE TO POPULAR DEMAND, this blog has generated a new (and really long) post! (WOW)

nice right.. took it while watching sunrise at Desaru. =)

i shall just let the photos tell the events.
i cant rmb very well in detail of everything that took place over the long span of time i haven been updating.. (whoops!)
heehee.

SA3 class photos!
they printed in black and white one a piece of paper for us to see and order. i happen to have my camera with me that day so i took pictures of the paper. haha.. the black and white-ness and lousy quality due to the small size printing makes us look like some class from the 80's. hahaha..

the formal, serious shot.

the informal, lame, retarded, ~~show-off, act cute~~ shots!

the photos are very nicely taken! =) almost everyone ordered all the 3 types. i wonder when we'll get them..

22/10/2008
Class trip to OCS (SAFTI MI)

xinghui&elisha's super cool matching nike bags!
elisha was being super uncooperative when i was trying to take the photo.. tsk.

the VERY handsome airforce mannequin

the even more handsome airforce mannequin me, ping, luxi and stella just have to take photo with.. haha.

hai&phuc&ping!
the 2 green monsters were attacking us with their evil green and black paints.. haha. we spent really long trying to get the paint off.. not nice.

having fun with the edible face paint that bryan and josh bravely ate. (digusting!) the paint is made from vegetable oil if im not wrong.. haha.

class photo! (with an incredible hulk wannabe in the front. haha!)
everyone was so tired and most just woke up from the long bus ride..

24/10/2008
Avenged Sevenfold Concert! =)

after school char and ping came over to my house!
evidence of our madness:

there was this shot where everyone posed then we realised that no one is holding the camera! haha.. blur blur sotongs.

then char and ping left for char's house and i went to meet bryan to go for AVENGED SEVENFOLD concert! =) the concert was really seriously very super awesomely cool and ultra good.
haha.. thanks bryan for spontaneously agreeing to go with me to the concert even thou you are not crazy over them. you are cool! haha.

the max pavillion!
waiting outside to get in.. the crowd was quite rowdy and erm... strangely patriotic. i shall not further elaborate.. haha.

bored and playing around with my camera effects.. cool right!

inside the max pavillion waiting for the concert to start.

M. SHADOWS & JOHNNY CHRIST!

ZACKY VENGENCE!

the really cool lighting and effects. =)
i think this photo was taken in the middle of "Almost Easy"

even more awesome lightings.
i gave up trying to take photos are a while and just fully enjoy the concert i paid $98 for.. haha.

29/10/2008
met char and bryan at dhoby ghaut. walked around and then went to eat ben&jerry's at The Cathay. haha.. cant really rmb what else we did..
Ohhh! i met chris at ben&jerry's! haha.. so qiao.

bryan left for pw. char and i went to shop at marina square! =)
shop shop shop. haha..
i bought this $75 mango shirt after spending almost half an hour in the dressing room deciding whether i should buy it or not.. haha. was sms-ing and asking people if i should buy it.

me&char!

then char left and i went to meet luxi to go for the PAYM event at the Singapore Flyer. had Popeye's for dinner.. then we get to board the flyer for FREE! =)
so cool lah.. haha.

PAYM policy forum 2008.

me&luxi!
toilet shot.

the one, the only, Singapore Flyer!

this really pretty collage we saw while queueing to board the ride.

spot us! hahaha..

View from the flyer:

me & the awesome view from the flyer!

luxi&me!
the double flash effect in this photo is very cool! haha..

check out the Halloween Pumpkin!

bryan&me&luxi at the esplanade!
he came to find us after his pw meeting and we were walking past the esplanade and randomly decided to take a photo! haha.. the hula hoops are quite unique and really colourful.

that day luxi and i coincidentally wore quite matching! haha.. quite cool. ohwells, great minds think alike. =D

30/10/2008
Night Safari outing!

[edit made especially for NAIY]
i dropped by NYP to visit naiy before going to meet char at amk hub. hahaha.. sat at this cool pavillion thingy with naiy and caught up! haha..

left around 3 to meet char and shopped around amk. =)
went to makan at Aston's when bryan and josh showed up.

it was supposed to be a class outing. but *cough* many people *cough* pangseh-ed last minute. (p.s. we blame you guys a lot.) some is really cant make it (p.s. we dont blame you as much.)

char&me&bryan&josh!
at the entrance of Night Safari.

the two very scary (yeah..) guards of the even more scary suspension bridge we pass by TWICE some more.. >.<

scary red monster&josh&bryan&part of char who's not supposed to be seen in the photo..

camwhoring away at the wayang kulit hut.. haha.

attack of the zombies!
haha.. more camwhoring.

and proudly present to you, the SCARIEST monster-animal we saw that night:

the MUGGER. (aka. some type of crocodile that probably mugs harder than you and me..)
haha funny or what.. josh tagged zixiang on this photo on facebook.

03/11/2008
CCA CLIQUE!
had PW meeting in school in the morning. then went down to City Hall to meet the rest..
for once, IM THE FIRST TO REACH! hahaha..
but ohwells we were all late.

went to marina square to makan.
i wanted to get my laksa but due to reasons they all didnt allow me to get it. =/ no matters. another time! hahaha..

self-timer shots in the Esplanade Library!

~~failed attempt~~ but the effect very nice!

outside the library!

haha awesome right! =)
naiy&me camwhoring with denise's cam!

cam-whoring buddy! =)

okay that's all for now. hahaha..
pictures overload.

Project Work's officially over on 05NOV2008.
but i screwed up my oral presentation.. =/ nvm.. shall not think about it already since i cant do anything about it anymore. at least im very much prepared to get my B for project work next year when results are released..
to ACo59: no matter what, you guys are awesome. =)

-yang

2008-10-12T22:52:00.000-07:00

PROMOS IS OVER =)

like finally over. just dreading the results now.. which is likely coming out around friday next week.
but i shall not think so much. enjoy myself first!
haha..

my week so far:

Monday
last paper: physics.. it was not as hard as expected but still, its physics.
there was ChemSPA the next day. but ohwells.. haha.
went to VivoCity with luxi, bryan, char, josh, huiping, shumei, david, jon and elisha. ate at SuperDog and caught Eagle Eye!

haha.. Eagle Eye was quite a good movie. it managed to move me, luxi and huiping to tears. jon was very very touched also by it! haha.. the rest all relatively unaffected by it. tsktsk..
it was abit cheat feelings at the end thou.. haha. okay i shall not say anymore about the movie and spoil it for others.

toilet shot! luxi, char and me. =)

Tuesday
went out to eat pepper lunch after ChemSPA on tuesday with bryan, luxi, char and huiping.
suppose to go with some other SA3 people but they wanted to go Plaza Singapura so we headed off to Orchard to satisfy our pepper lunch craving.
shared Curry Beef Pepper Rice with char.. =)

after that i had to leave to collect the yellow pages for my daddy from yishun. it was like super thick and heavy and all the escalators along the way to the post office just happen to be conspiracing against me. >.< Thanks bryan for going with me and lugging that heavy plastic bag of yellow pages around! =D ur awesome yeaps.

Wednesday
ACJC Open House.
not much comments about the entire thing.. haha.
left halfway with char and luxi to Bugis. luxi was having such a clumsy day and it was very entertaining to watch. hahaha..

there was this really bitchy janitor at the Intercontinential toilet. tsk. she's super young for a cleaner and has this really bad attitude and she nearly murdered me with her violent door opening skills. she has really big eyes then stare at us like we did something wrong.
it was really funny when she rolled her eyes at luxi then luxi commented that she rolled her eyes back at her. me and char stoned for a second at her and all of us burst out laughing.
haha..
in case you are wondering, luxi have not mastered the art of eye rolling.

went back to school reluctantly around 5 plus cos still need to report for the second part of manpower duty.

Thursday
the J2s had Baccalaureate Service in the morning and there was AC Games in the afternoon.
ponned school. haha..

planned to meet luxi at Bugis to shop but i overslept and got there late.
huiping, char and bryan joined us. but something spoilt my mood completely and totally. never minds.. haha.

Friday
AC Games Day 2.
its was quite nice.. haha. not as boring as expected..

the class played card games during the gap between the different matches. played bridge, asshole taiti, poker, stress (or maybe it was snap. hahaha.. i still haven really figured it out yet.) and heart attack. haha.. heart attack was really fun.. i think we screamed and made a lot of noise. heehee..

supported the players during the games and we screamed and cheered alot. got quite high.. i heard this group of guys walking pass us and commenting that SA3 was very noisy. hahaha.

my knees got sunburned. haha.. it was like 2 red patches, quite weird looking.
and i had specs tan also. my mom was saying that i look like the opposite of a panda. haha.. ohwells it will fade away soon.

random pictures during floorball match:
my phone camera quite lousy quality after i zoomed in too much. haha..

josh the goalie! hahaha.

phuc if im not wrong.. haha. he and zixiang both very pro in all the different sports. especially zixiang..

hmmm... haha. i think i see xinghui, bryan and phuc.

AC GAMES 2008:
SA3 won the championship for Captain's Ball!
Semi-finals for Floorball.
=)

Saturday
long day, walked a total of 11km according to my phone. haha.. was at yishun, esplanade, marina square, suntec city, city link, singapore flyer and last but not least sembawang. haha..
the final steps-count according to my phone was 17,051 steps. dont think it is really accurate as my phone was in my bag the entire time..
so it might be more than 11km. haha.. walked till i got muscles ache can, but it was fun no matters. =)

anyways i concluded that the soy bean grass jelly drink is digustingly evil.
its not nice at all. haha..
seriously bryan your taste buds not high class enough lah. and yeah.. the grass jellys do look like worms swimming around. x.x i'll have to remind myself never to spend $1.90 on it again.

the singapore flyer looks super cool close up. =)
its even nicer when it lights up. very awesome.. i thought of taking a photo of it but my phone was dying from low battery so ohwells.

and i met JANICE LEONG at Esplanade! haha.. couldnt really recognise her from the back then i detoured around and looked. it was really her..
the last time i saw her was during teachers day! =) must meet up soon okays!

im need dire need of a new wallet. my current wallet has this hole located stragetically at the coin area and my coins are falling out all the time. =/
its bad to be losing money all the time. SHOPPING!

PW, OP, I&R, OMG
first op trial next tuesday. eeks lah..
im so dead.

meeting CCA Clique next wednesday! =)
as i would quote naiy, im "eggcited"! hahaha..
WISMA STARBUCKS.

what a long post. hahaha..
i shall just stop here.

-yang
your eyes are the brightest of all the colours, i don't ever want to love another, you'll always be my thunder.
So bring on the rain. <3

2008-09-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

I Think...

thanks for being there and right here with me.

-yang

2008-09-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

12SEPTEMBER2008
JUNCTION8
CHRIS & DEB & DEN & NAIY & YANG
PASTAMANIA DINNER
<3

-yang

2008-09-07T03:55:00.000-07:00

PROMOs: 19 Days.

so scary! >.<

check out my Promos Timetable:

in case you cant see clearly..

[26Sept] General Paper & Chemistry
[29Sept] Economics
[02 Oct] Physics SPA
[03 Oct] Mathematics
[06 Oct] Physics
[07 Oct] Chemistry SPA

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
The more I get of you,
The stranger it feels.
And now that your rose is is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
-"Kiss from a Rose" Seal.

Possibly the last post until 07 OCTOBER 2008.
=) wish me luck for promos. i'll be needing them..

to all that would be taking Promos, Alevels or Olevels..
ALL THE BEST & JIAYOUS! =)
and as the saying goes, the best is yet to be.

-yang
hold me close in your arms, without a care about the world around.
with you, it feels so right, yet so far.
well, let me tell you, action have consequences
and the result landed me in a whirlwind of colours and feelings.

2008-09-05T07:16:00.001-07:00

me, char and bryan were studying at woodlands library today..
haha.. i need to get that photo of bryan wearing my shoes from char.

they came over to my house. =)

me&bryan&char! =)

blooper shots:

bryan accidentally zoomed in.. haha. toot guy..

i didnt maximise my productivity this week.. i need more time! =/ exactly 3 weeks to promos.
so scary.
good thing that ac's promos are late. quite a few school's promos ending and mine is just starting.

hooked onto David Archuleta's song "Crush". =)
when i first heard it i didnt really like it.. but it started to appeal more and more each time i hear it on radio. haha..

Crush
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
This crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

there's math test during tuition tmr. =/
Note to self: Print MF15.

-yang

2008-09-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

Many stuff happened recently.. shall just let the pictures do the talking. like Ping always say "Pictures Speaks a Thousand Words..." haha.

Pictures Spam! =)

StNicks Teachers' Day 2008!

i actually typed out quite some stuff here but blogger's being stupid and retarded. im too sian diao to type again.

so sad i didnt get to see CHRISTY HO on friday. =/ had to leave before she got there..

the highlights of the day: [pictures in random order.. im lazy to go arrange nicely]

NAIY!

CHRIS!

DEB!
i miss my going home buddy also! =/

DEN!
camwhoring buddy! haha.. we still need more photos.

CCA CLIQUE! =)

Fail attempt. [and there's still many more]

Success! haha..
CHERYLIU! ADE YANG LE XIN! JIA!

CHERYL! WEITING! YULING!
the awesome juniors.

YANNI! JENNY! VINNIE!

MsPRAV! GES! JAN! VIN! KIT!

ABBY YUAI JAN GES VIN CINCH KIT !
semi semi FAITH photo.. didnt manage to get a more complete class photo. =(

NAIY! MrWONG! DEN!

JESSICA!

ZHEN! [and a very awesome rose]

ANGES!
MSP & MSP! =)

GES! MrsKHONG!<3
the most awesome and splendid teacher in the world!

JAN! MrsTAN! GES!

ADE!
i wont forget we both have a 'yang' in our names! haha =)

GERI! =)
(i spot naiy and her hairband in the background! hahaha)

then left around 1plus with naiy to orchard to meet luxi, ping, char and bryan.. had Mos Burger. =)
i found this really good book at Kino! its called "Shakespeare's Secret". anyone wanna buy for me? =) *hint* den! your kino voucher! *hints* hahaha..

Today! at Burger King Bugis.
MUGGING..

CHAR and YANG's camwhore pics with Bryan's phone.

HEEHEEHEE. SPONGEBOB and Bryan.
just admit it.. there is a resemblance. =)

which reminds me of:

MONKEY and JOSH.

haha.. the rest of my pictures are in the other comp.. shall blog another day.
tmr going to WOODLANDS library to MUG MUG MUG.. haha char and bryan are nice ppl! =)

-yang

2008-08-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

im currently very addicted to Avenged Sevenfold. =)
m.shadows have such an awesome voice..
rustiness is the new black.

1 more week to sept holidays! =)
2 more weeks to term 4.
4 more weeks to promos. [OMG! 0.0]

~~i suppose~~ sept holidays ~~will~~ must be spent mugging.

recently i have been feeling better about my studies.. haha. starting to see a glimmer of light in the long and dark tunnel.
math tuition is really beneficial. =)
i shall work harder to make it through! thanks to all my darling frens who have been encouraging me when im down and out. you people are the awesomest.

i was really worried about my econs test on market structure. i fell asleep while searching for the notes so completely didnt study. expected to fail really badly and get a single digit but it turned out quite okay.. =)

math test next tues.
integration and differentiation
hopefully i can pass math for the first time this year..

teachers' day coming soon!
i think i'll be going directly back to stnicks..
but i need to remember to ask juniors about stnick's schedule on that day first.
haha.. i still rmb last year's teachers' day was english prelims. but in the end there was no school at all due to power failure. it was super hectic the night before and everyone was calling everyone cos no one was sure if it was a twisted joke or real. and a certain teacher was bombarded with convos over msn. hahaha..

i'll be able to meet up with all those frens and teachers i have not seen for so long!

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
your eyes were the brightest of all the colours
you will always be my thunder
so bring on the rain
bring on the thunder
-"Thunder" by Boys Like Girls
the song Thunder has been on repeat mode on my playlist for quite some time.

Seize the Day
Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

off to mug and challenge my braincells! =)

-yang

2008-08-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

~~20 NOV 2008~~ =)
i totally cant wait!
WTH... the release date is pushed back to 17 July 2009. =( stupid writer's strike. retardedness. but still...
harrypotter = extreme awesomeness.

i hope that the end of the year class OCIP trip to Vietnam will not clash with the opening date for harry potter and the half blood prince. if it did... i'll be like really really super duper sad and i'll probably complain and whine. unless we can watch it in Vietnam. haha.. how cool is that.

PROMOS: Term4 Week3.
i need to start mugging intensively now.

Say (All I Need)
One Republic

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

to all my poly frens who are in the midst (or preparing) for their exams..
ALL THE BEST and GOOD LUCK for your papers! jiayous! you people can do it! =)

to all 2008 Olevels people..
study hard! and all the best for the coming Os oral exams! it will be okay one. =)

-yang

2008-08-11T14:31:00.000-07:00

i tried to update (at 5.50am some more!)
but blogger's giving me problems and my photos are all not loading..
GAH. =/

so here's the only 2 photos (or collage however you see it) that decided to load.
Enjoy. =)

KBox last wednesday (6th August)
(one day late) birthday celebration for me! haha
i had tons of fun. awesomeness. <3

look at phuc and josh.. haha.
such a "brokeback mountain" moment. i wont elaborate in fear that i'll have to make a run for my life.

i love this bunch of idiots from 1SA3 loads. without them, life in acjc would not be the same. even with the current mountain of stress, tests, workloads and pw etc.., i still look forward to going to school just to hang around with them and do the rubbish stuff we always do (we try to keep it NC-16). and im happy to say we all feel this way! (yay! we are such a loving happy family.. reminds me of my current HappyTreeFriends obsession.. haha. no link.)

it wasnt really ideal
but just depends on how you see it. haha..

im happy you came into my life
it is really a miracle we even met
time will tell
let's just wait and see.

-yang

2008-07-30T04:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE LEONG JIA YU!!
enjoy your birthday much much okay! miss & love you duo duo!

went for entree with char today.
"hmmm.." haha.
char is an awesome buddy to laugh with.. we really should hold onto each other when we laugh so that our displacement will but zero. X)

quite stressed up nowadays. =(
where did the year go to? it seems like ystd that i first stepped into acjc and now im left with roughly 2 months to promos..
i shall work my ass off and ace my promos.
i wan my econs h3.. but to qualifying criteria is like @&!*(#^!..
ohmanns.. die lah.

PW [do i really need to elaborate?]. =(

<3

Mixtape
by Butch Walker

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you x2

(Bridge)
oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my heart when you call me your friend
I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
ya it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
and let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

AWESOME song introduced by naiy!
im hooked. =)

-yang
we are high above the ground; no where to be found.

2008-07-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

firstly, i'm sorry dear ole bloggie for abandoning u! i didnt mean to.

relatively long post ahead! haha.

Photo Update!

StNicks with DENISE and NAIY!

[coincidentally met sarah and vinnie!]

PlazaSing Dinner!
everyone made it in the end!! =)

[look at deb's kukufied expression! HAHA!]
[it was suppose to be a den&yang pic.]

IKEA TRIP!
we were craving ikea meatballs. shared meatballs + cheeze cake + chicken wing + green tea with char, luxi and ping! all girls outing!
[group photo!]
[luxi and ping!]
[char!]
[cute RANDOM angmoh boyboy that wanted to sit in the swing beanbag thing we were playing in!]
[luxi!][ping!]

okay im still missing a lot of other photos..
its in my laptop which is with my dad in hongkong. =(
another time.

anyways.. a lot of stuff happened. mostly not so nice stuff..
terms started, terms ended, terms got marked, terms got returned.

guess what..?
i didnt do well at all. in fact, i score such a crap score that im surprised by myself.
i need to buck up. =(

NAIY!
this maybe be really really belated and stuff.. but still THANK YOU LOADS for being there for me on the day i got back my math and chem papers! it was such a lousy and rubbish day that i really wanted to break down in school but i couldnt. thanks for spontaneously meeting up with me after school! (i was late. imsorry!) you really cheered me up and made me laugh like mad! [i miss the dark mocha frappe!! lets work on that petition! im serious!]
it seems im always stuck with you under a umbrella when it pouring..! i think i lost my small and lovely esprit umbrella that doesnt close properly. =( dont u just miss it? i still need to return u ur 'I LOVE STNICKS' tee!

i was highly productive this weekend!
haha.. making up for lost time. =)
spent saturday with bryan in yishun BurgerKing doing our many many long overdued math tutorials.
this is what he did with this chilli sauce and onion rings:

quite cute right? haha..
but the way he jabs the eye for the sauce reminds me of some morbid horror movie where the murderer is repeatedly stabbing the victim..

took this the other day at changi point jetty.
was going to Pulau Ubin with my family and some family frens..

camwhoring with my sis.. haha.
i couldnt get it to turn the other way. =(

-yang

2008-06-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

tagged by naiy. =D

(1) what are you most disappointed about?
Mathematics.. or more like my inability to comprehend that complex subject until the last minute (which is like before some major exam). Oh, and can i add that i really hate differenciation a lot because i just cannot differenciate the stupid thing. eeks. (can u feel my pre-terms stress? =/ )

(2) where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
TOUR AROUND THE WORLD! =) haha. but not in 80 days. i'll take like at least 180 days so that i can go to every place i ever dream about going to.

(3) what’s your favourite thing to do?
hang out with my awesome friends! they never fail to make me happy.
daydreaming is nice also. endless possibilities for us to unlock with our imagination! i can even attend classes at Hogwarts and wave my very awesome magic wand and turn whoever that pisses me off into a ugly green froggy.

(4) do you think money can buy happiness?
money can buy happiness in the form of shopping and eating! but it cant buy happiness that we get from love, friendship etc..

(5) if you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
to study at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardary. =D (do i even need to elaborate? haha.)

(6) do you believe you can survive without money?
provided i can get free meals, free housing, free tranport, free Shopping, free everything then okay i can survive without money.

(7) have you ever played an instrument?
yeap i have! more than one type of instrument since i have mastered the ability to read 'those bean sprout notes' unlike someone.. (haha just kidding!)

(8) if you mean $1 million, what will you do?
i'll buy a grand piano, then i'll buy my beloved rolls royce phantom, and save up the rest to collect interest! (thou the interest rates are not very high but u cant deny money! haha)

(9) what do you think of yourself?
really awesome. =)

(10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Naiy:
1. never fails to encourage me when im down and always makes me happy
2. really great friend that im proud to have
3. she's just purely awesome

(11) what makes me happy
simple things like spending time with close friends.. and stuff haha.

(12) what type of person you hate most?
backstabbers, people who pisses me off and those that are super full of themselves *cough*.

(13) where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
being with the people i love and earning big bucks =)

(14) if you have a superpower, what will it be?
MAGIC! just like harry potter. =)

(15) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family (no questions asked) and friends.

(16) if its the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
learn to bake chocolate cookies that spell out "I LOVE YOU" and give it out to everyone i love.

(17) if you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? when will it be?
as much as i want to i will not.. the past will just be momories which i hold on dearly to. the future is for us to create and explore.
if i must choose it would be my sec 4 year. (stnicks!)

(18) if you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be?
J.K.Rowling. she's the awesome creater of my beloved harry potter series.
or maybe wentworth miller or orlando bloom (haha i just watched lotr yesterday and he looked so hot on my tv!)

(19) are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
~~i don't think so.~~ sadly, no. =/

(20) what’s currently on your playlist:
the ghost of you by my chemical romance.
okay it just changed to afterlife by avenge sevenfold. haha.

-yang

2008-06-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

i have not been blogging for a long time.. whoops haha!
been studying for terms (i tried. seres-ly! xP )..

shall blog about my trip another time.
lazy to upload the photos now cos the speed is so slow.

me and my sis at the beijing olympics stadium.
cant really see clear cos its very far.. but its very cool on the inside.

ohh!
THE Wizarding World of Harry Potter (theme park!!) is opening end of next year! its in florida.. on one of the Universal islands..
i totally cant wait.. so excited!
i think it would make a very awesome destination for the after-As-trip me and my current ac classmates are planning! =)

florida...
here i come!

bryan strongly agrees with me that we should go there!
okay. just need to convince the rest...
haha i doubt they need any real convincing! that place is so awesome.
and can also visit the other Universal island theme parks too!

go check out the website here! its really nice. <3

Afterlife
by Avenge Sevenfold
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

this song has a really nice mv.
and haha! synester gates has a LV guitar! coolios..

-yang

2008-05-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

i'll be flying off for holiday from 31st May to 9th June.
=) yippees!

my mom is nagging at me to start packing.
haha. but the procrastinating side of me is taking charge... besides. im flying off on saturday afternoon. and its only wednesday night.
so mai kan chiong lah. =D

planned to study at woodlands library with luxi today.
in the end we were studying (or rather playing Worms on our phone through bluetooth) at Starbucks still 3pm then went to shop around at Causeway Point.
haha. study plan failed..

there was this really cool machine at the arcade that imitates a really roller coaster ride. quite cool but it makes the ear very itchy after a while..
wonder why.. =)

Thunder
by Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain,

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

awesome song. <3

-yang

2008-05-24T01:59:00.000-07:00

term 2 has passed by really fast.
and it has been especially awesome with 1SA3!
and my very entertaining and amazing friends!

i applied for the GREAT programme with luxi and zixiang some time back. and all 3 of us got in! haha. in totally they chose 11 people for the programme and 4 out of the 11 people are from 1SA3!
me, luxi, zixiang and luong.
haha.. its so cool lah.

cos 11 people is such an odd number we were thinking maybe only 11 applied lah! zixiang wanted to ask the teacher-in charge if everyone who applied got in! it was quite funny!
but it also means that my june holidays will be quite packed as its requires quite abit of commitment.

ystd was ACJC's CPA opening and we didnt need to report to school!
1SA3 had class gathering but the turn up was quite pathetic..
partically cos it was also quite last minute and many people had training.

people who came:
bryan, zixiang, luxi, phuc, david, charmaine and me.

was suppose to meet at City Hall MRT at 12noon. but i was very late.. and everyone was waiting for me!
Sorry for being 45mins late..! =/

went for lunch at Pizza Hut first..
ordered the Cheesy (duno what) Baked Pasta.
it is super nice! or rather it was super nice until bryan (who ordered the same thing) pointed out to me the water liquid thingy at the bottom of the pasta.
it looked quite yucky.. and! he started ~~dumping~~ adding his water liquid thingy into mine! super sick but i made him eat that portion. haha..

and i successfully got bryan addicted to the Pizza Hut's powdered red chilli!
David loves the chilli too! yay for my PW group member!

then we went to the arcade. played quite a few very interesting games then went over to play pool.. zixiang is so damn pro at pool! he can compete with xuan liao.
i got reminded of that time i played pool with xuan.. super sian diao! he completely cleared all his balls in one turn. (which means he didnt miss any ball at all..) but i console myself that im very proficient in opening.. haha

it was fun playing pool with them!
the guys played a few rounds then bryan had to leave.
cos char didnt know how to play so we taught her.. then some were learning how to make the ball jump over another ball. so after while the games got a bit messed up and everyone was trying to hit balls at the same time.
it was quite funny. cos u might be aiming at one ball, trying to hit it in. then someone would get there before u hit it and then u would be all '=( ohmanns'!

after that zixiang and david had to leave.
we walked around abit then phuc also needed to go.

after he left we girls went shopping! at FOX i saw this really nice shirt but it was $53. =/ 3 of us tried on some clothes then char had to leave to meet her fren.

so it was just me and luxi.. we went to look at Diva, Mango, Hula & Co. and tried on even more clothes. ended up leaving around 9pm.. haha
next time must reserve more time for shopping!

Anderson's have very nice mango smoothie!
thanks luxi for treating me =)

i miss my CCA Clique and stnicks friends!
must meet up soon okayys! <3

i found a very cool band who have really nice songs!
MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK
(they are a band. not a..soundtrack. haha)

-yang

2008-05-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!

im super happy about this last week of sch!

1. No Tests
2. Monday=Vesak Day Holiday
3. Friday=CPA opening. No lessons, possible no school!
4. Only 3 days of lessons!
5. NO TESTS
6. 'Going out!' sessions =)

STAY GOLD
by: Stevie Wonder

Seize upon that moment long ago
One breath away and there you will be
So young and carefree
Again you will see
That place in time...so gold

Steal away into that way back when
You thought that all would last forever
But like the weather
Nothing can ever...and be in time
Stay gold

But can it be
When we can see
So vividly
A memory
And yes you say
So must the day
Too, fade away
And leave a ray of sun
So gold

Life is but a twinkling of an eye
Yet filled with sorrow and compassion
Though not imagined
All things that happen
Will age too old
Though gold

i totally love the lyrics.
STAY GOLD.

i can see what you are doing for me
and for that, i thank you.
somethings ain't meant to be said
but i just hope you know.
thanks for the smiles that make my days

LOLLIPOP! =)

-yang

2008-05-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

All Sn Redbadge:

http://peanutcups.livejournal.com

We are going to fold 1000 paper cranes for her to wish her recovery. We will be meeting at SN Canteen starting this tuesday (13 May) 5pm till end of week (Sat, 17 May) and send cranes to australia.
Please pass this msg on, meanwhile please pray, friends.

Every crane counts!

hang on there rongxuan!

2008-05-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

LABOUR DAY 2008

~~HOLIDAY=HAPPY DAY~~
ohmanns. today started off bad. =/
my beloved 7years old silver arrowana (its called ah-fishy) did the flippy thing.

i hate it when my goldfishes overturn (for those that don't know what im talking about i mean when they die. fishes float bellyside up when they kick their buckets.)
im really really sad when my ah-fishy died!

my big fish tank is located at the doorstep.. so every time i go out or come back i would see my ah-fishy and as stupid as it sounds i would say 'BYEBYE' and 'IM BACK! DID YOU MISS ME?' or sth along that line to ah-fishy. its so empty without ah-fishy there.

its just so sad. =/
ah-fishy is like the equivalent of a doggy or cat in my house.
ystd it was still wagging its tail at me when i came back.
emo-ness

i hope ah-fishy is happy in fish heaven!

the day got better when my rents took me out to shop.
=)

but when i came back and saw the empty fish tank it was like immediate heartbreak *piank*

-yang

2008-04-27T21:05:00.000-07:00

i suppose we are required to hand up the 4weeks worth of GP articles next week. (12 in total!) and i have not done a single one.
whooops! haha.

pictures time! =)

Met up with ANGES last friday at Jurong Point!
=) caught up with her and chated non-stop! (and bitched about someone *cough*) initally planned to study at macs but ended up talking. haha.. no suprises. i miss my MSP loads!

jurong point toilet
JJC&ACJC!

photo taken last year august.
wow. we changed quite a lot. o.o

ORANGE BOWL! <3 + ICE TEA! <3
stnicks's ORANGE BOWL is one-and-only.
stnick's ICE TEA is the best!

and introducing...
the great,
the amazing,
the mysteriously flying,
and very
very cute

ADRIS!

my little helium doggie. =)

so adorable right!

1SA3 celebrated KEVIN's birthday on friday after Econs tutorial.
his birthday is actually on sat thou..
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
i didnt have time to upload the photos yet. i will soon! =D

saturday
hanged out at orchard at yesterday night with huiping, char, jontan, bryan and elisha!
went for pepper lunch and chatted and laughed.
char had to go. then we headed to Kinokuniya to walk around.

i met hiutung and her frens there.
told them some stuff that i got to know of recently. (which really isnt the nicest of news.) and hopefully they could spread the msg or sth.
STNICKS HAS THE MOST DEDICATED AND AWESOME TEACHERS THAT YOU WONT FIND ANYWHERE ELSE ON EARTH seriously.
even good teachers from acjc cant even compare.

and! i heard from them that CHIACHIA is doing very well now!
im happy for you!

JIAYOUU CHIA! and all my other juniors! =)

i saw this really cute file in Kino of a baby HUSKY DOG!
its so cute! i loved it alot. but all the guys say that its okay cute only. =(
bad taste people! BAD TASTE!

sat at Starbucks after that and 'chilled' out. haha.
MOCHA FRAPPE <3
its seriously addictive.

i should go back to my *cough* so-called-beloved *cough* Newtonian Mechanics notes.
*shudders*

-yang

2008-04-20T15:45:00.000-07:00

i had a horrible GP test last week. but chinese test was still quite okay..
chem SPA was horrifying.
lets just hope that next week's tests wld turn out better.

i have to chiong out my PI. final DEADline is next friday.
PW is killing everyone..
i really hope that mine will be okay. =)

its really stupid that the sch have to change next tues timetable to fri timetable.
eeks lah. it means that i wld have 3 days of PE (yucks) and no more late arrival for tues at 810. =( but luckily its only for a week.

went to NYJC's drama night last friday to support Jocelyn!
she acted in the 'Descendant of the Eunuch Admiral'. i seriously didnt understand the abstract play. it was so confusing!
haha but the goreng pisang part was super sick and mortifying.
and the descriptions they made was super sick and it made me REALLY glad that im a physics student. =) *smile*

the other play 'Walls' is really nice. its mainly about everyone has a past that will haunt them.. quite emo-ish but still nice.

hanged ard Clarke Quay with denise, mk and denise's fren.
i found out sth that i really shldnt have asked in the first place..
but due to my great sense of self-deception, i managed to convince myself that its actually a different type of chocolate ice-cream! =)
now i can happily munch on my mixed ice-cream without worries
<3

Preliminary Idea.
(eeeks)

-yang

2008-04-14T20:05:00.000-07:00

does anyone end early on mondays?
ANYONE at all? i wanna go back to stnicks soon.

eeeks.. i have yet to collect my Os cert from stnicks general office.
and im missing orange bowl+teh tarik like crazy.
i miss the times when i can settle my recess with less $1.50.

arghs.
tmr have to go for some GP talk by an MP from Jurong.. i cant rmb her name but yeah..
me and luxi were sabo-ed by bryan (stupid GP rep!) to go for this.. haha but we got even by volunteering him as well.
the topic she going to talk about is "One People, One Nation, One Singapore." haha anyone feel like singing? =D

chem SPA tmr!
GP test on thurs!
Chinese test on thurs!
eeks.

to miss debbie soh, panic's new album is nice okay. i dun care what u say.. its not weird lah! i like it. =P

currently hooked to Avenged Sevenfold's Almost Easy and Bat Country.
M.Shadows has a really sexy and coarse voice!
haha.. i think i have this thing for male singers who have coarse voice and can hit high notes also!

this is a really mei you zhong dian update.
but its still an update! haha happy kath?

-yang

2008-04-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

COMPLETELY RANDOM PHOTO UPDATE.
=)

a picture (such as this one) speaks a thousand words.
so u probably shldnt include it in your P.I. cos it would make u exceed the word limit of 500.

walking towards orchard from dhoby ghaut.
mad people.

funorama day
semi class photo taken by naiy before i left for fiesta!

notice that the guys are wearing pink shirts while we girls wore blue ones. hmm... weird? haha.

complete class photo of 1SA3 taken on funorama prep day.
but some of the ppl standing at the back are partially hidden! o.o
and! joshua and bryan acting nerdish. haha.

such a nice photo! (taken on fiesta day)
and the 2 kukus sitting infront didnt realise we sneaked in from the back of the photo! haha. mk was trying her best to control her laughter when she tried to take this photo.

such lovely classmates that i miss! and many are not in the pic.

-yang

2008-04-07T21:45:00.000-07:00

as much as im enjoying life in acjc, i really miss the days back in stnicks. it was a nice feeling carrying the stnicks file around today.
its a feeling words cant really describe.

maybe ppl have drifted away unintentionally. in the sense that we don't talk as much as we used to, and it is really saddening reality.

whispers, "Hello. Im missing you quite terribly."

a lot of stuff happened recently. duno where to start blogging from.
shall just blog about the happy events.

firstly, my class is full of perverts.. comical perverts that never fail to make me tear from laughing too hard.
the things we talk about..! *shakes head* you don't ever wanna know about it. haha

and! im addicted to Taking Back Sunday.
haha. used to listen to a few of their songs. but bryan managed to influence me to become super addicted. especially "MakeDamnSure" and "Brooklyn".
newest love: Adam Lazzara, lead singer of Taking Back Sunday.

Panic At The Disco!
haha. i just have to restate again that their songs are really nice!
<3

my cousin has gone back. =(
i miss her already! ohmans.

camwhoring + awesome photoshopping skills run in the family. haha!

and!
to my dear fren: i feel so happy for you. hahaha. though its been a day ( or was it 2 days? my memory is really bad now ) since you told me im still smiling like an idiot when i think about it! haha.

Brooklyn (If You See Something, Say Something)
Taking Back Sunday
Well you are worth more than the man I am
Sad and in love, hands trembled of life that we would have stolen
Anyways, stolen
Well, anyway

To Brooklyn, I'm homebound
A trap to the east
Marking miles of martyrs
With better men, with better men than me
And I wanted to tell you, I just didn't know

Genuine and unprepared
If you, you see something then you should say something
If you, you see something could you just say something
Say something

Something awful itches in these walls
I found a subtle genius in that white, hot hatred of yours
Misuse is practice, perfected and played
In time I'm gonna get what's mine

To Brooklyn, I'm homebound
A trap to the east
Marking miles of martyrs
With better men, with better men than me
And I wanted to tell you, I just didn't know how

Genuine and unprepared
If you, you see something then you should say something
If you, you see something could you just say something
Say something

Oh you are going where, going where
Once, twice, three times, sold!

You're better off believing everything you heard was true
You're better off believing everything you heard was
You're better off believing everything you heard was true
You're better off believing everything you heard was

Genuine and unprepared
If you, you see something then you should say something
If you, you see something could you just say something

Genuine and unprepared
If you, you see something then you should say something
If you, you see something could you just say something

You say something
Say something

2008-04-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

Good friends are like stars;
You don't always see them, but you know that they are there.

<3

2008-03-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

FUNORAMA & FIESTA this sat(29March)!

currently in the middle of funorama preparations...
and im getting quite excited for this sat! =)

i sold some funorama coupons! whoopies..

fiesta!
gonna leave funorama ard 2pm and rush down to stnicks.
meeting my beloved sn frens again!! i miss you guys so much! and some specific teachers as well.
im really missing mrskhong a lot cos my current phys lecturer+tutor (same person sia!) is really bad.. and she always manages to make me sleep. but thanks to my wonderful fringe, im never caught (yet). haha..

meeting and having dinner with my cca clique this sat! i think all 6 of us can make it this time yeahh! <3

Harp is really (like woahh! awesome!) cool.
hahaha.. and the sound it makes is really very nice.

i seriously think i failed my math test today really badly.
ohmanns. =/ I HATE MATH.
like in comparison to some ppl in my class my math is worse than crap can! how those ppl study one?!?
why they so smart.. =/ i feel really dumb. yikkees..

i finally got my PANIC AT THE DISCO cd! =)
it arrived in singapore 1day later than the offical release date.
'PRETTY. ODD.' is very nice okay.. its just that they change their style a bit here and there.
must learn to accept changes!

oh! and their lyrics book is really awesome. <3

-yang

2008-03-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

1SA3 is selling yogurt pops and Chewy Junior creampuffs tmr!
fundraising for fun-o-rama.
1SA3 is a great class! =)

but i still really really wanna go for Fiesta.
which is sadly on the same day. whats so special about 29march that 2 schools wanna have fun fair on that day??
which reminds me. i have NOT sold any tickets for fun-o-rama yet. eeeks. anyone out there wanna get tickets? =)

and i realise that i have been distancing from some of my close frens from last year! havent talked or even meet up in a long long time. thats REALLY REALLY BAD.
i miss sn class of '07 a lot! =/

gastric flu sucks big time.

oh! i have decided to join Harp Ensemble as CCA.
don't give me that look! the HARPS are really cool okay.

and ACJC Harp Ensemble is the only one of its kind in SouthEastAsia! how cool is that? =)

haha.
and they have performance every term.. some is in school while others are at places like esplanade etcetc..
so u guys out there can come and watch me perform yeahh!!

shall stop here now.. got phys tutorials to do!

-yang

2008-03-15T13:17:00.000-07:00

i have been going out everyday since march holidays started.. absolutely no time to blog or go online.
must start studying soon!
everyone is like studying can... sian

my sis SMASHED my very awesome+expensive Canon 60 IS last week. i was super pissed at her since the camera was a birthday present from my dad 2years ago.
everytime i tell her DONT TOUCH MY CAMERA, did she listen?

BUT, my dad being the very nice daddy he is, got me a new camera! =)
CANON 80 IS
its even better than my old (unfortunately currently very dead) camera.. its an awesome 8MEGAPIXELS~! hahaha.
and the functions are cool also..

my dad got me the pink one.. thou im not a fan of pink but it looks really nice so =)))
im trying to see if i can somehow change the cover to red.
the red looks really really nice.

i changed some stuff over the holidays:
-my hairstyle
-my bag (not white anymore! haha)
-my camera

-yang

2008-03-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

Last Wednesday
<3
chompchomp dinner with my CCA Clique! =)

25th March!
PANIC's new album: Pretty. Odd.

cant wait

tmr my cousin is landing in singapore!! woohoo!

next week is gonna be really busy busy busy.
and i have to start studying as well! eeeks.

SPA coming next term!
and Econs test also! eeeks.

-yang

2008-03-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

part of the EC CLUB now! hahaha.
JC life is really unexpected and overly interesting.

cant wait for wed to meet my CCA Clique again!

cant wait for thurs to meet christy again!

cant wait for fri to meet anges and jan again!

cant wait for sat to get my $290! (money! hahaha. im super broke now)

cant wait for sun to hangout with my CCA Clique and see my cousin!

cant wait for MARCH HOLIDAYS!

it seems that i have something to look forward to everyday... expect tmr. which im really dreading...
i feel better after that convo with denise but still!!

JC life is scandalous.

-yang

2008-03-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

2nd week of school's starting... another lecture week.
then... MARCH HOLIDAYS!

WooHoo!

my fav cousin is coming to visit during the week of holiday! =))) yippees. haven seen her in years!
since im gonna spend my entire holiday going out, i have to start my tutorials (which are due after the holidays) now. eeeeks.

i love Mathematical Induction!
<3

gonna get my class posting soon. possibly tmr..
really really hope that my class will be a nice class... and i end up the same class as huiping since we are taking exact same combi and stuff.

i miss seeing all my sn frens!

last fri was AC Founder's Day
hence, no lessons. and the 'celebration' ended at 11plus.. went to orchard for lunch and got another set of my uniform with my 'Friend of the Day, Enermy of the Week' (haha! kidding!). X)

then went back to sn cos i really missed everything about the awesome school!

and i unexpectedly meet NAIY there!
haha.
i was just walking from the bridge to the staffroom when i heard a REALLY FAMILIAR (and loud!) VOICE call my name. then we sort of just screamed and ran towards each other. hahaha.. i saw quite a few juniors giving us weirded-out looks. but.. who cares!
meet msprav and chatted with her for quite long.. until someone else reminded her that she had to submit something very impt and she rushed off.
then went to find mrkhong and talked with her for quite long as well. i really miss her and the awesome physics lessons we used to have in com lab4!

it seems that a lot of ppl are missing sn like crazy.
and the tchrs are missing us too!

cant wait to meet my cca clique again this week!
and christy on thurs!
i cant believe i missed u by minutes last week!

-yang

2008-02-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

my newest goal in life:

Massachusetts Institute of Technology Sloan School of Management
(MIT Sloan)

=)

started lectures today.
my timetable is horrible! not a bit my first lesson was GP which ended aroud 10am. my next lesson was Econs which started at 1.10pm can! after Econs was lunch.. then chem make-up.

i finally understand how arguing with my sis can cos me to ruo zhi as how my mum always says. haha. the things she say are so childish that i cant help but to laugh at her.
i really did try not to laugh and contd the disagreement but alas...!

-yang

2008-02-24T21:53:00.000-08:00

orientation week is over.
next week is a lecture only week. =(((
eeks. everyday also ending damn late. siann..

registered for subject combi on fri.
according to acjc only ppl with l1r5 raw of 8 and below then can take 4h2. so i had to appeal for PCME 4h2..
in the end they ust on the spot confrim for me and i didnt realise till huiping pointed it out! hahaha. kuku moment.

the HOD convinced me to retake CL.
cos my HCL Os got C5. Then C5 in Alvls language is 'D'. and a 'D' on the As cert is super ugly is wanna apply for scholarship.
so i retaking since its just a H1 subj and only for this year..

currently taking 11 units:
Phys H2
Chem H2
Maths H2
Econs H2
CL H1
GP H1
PW H1

just found out that the max combi is is 12 units not 11 units.
so that means i can still take h3 econs!
yippees!

went out to watch Chingay@Woodlands just now. it passes by my house downstairs! how awesome is that. haha..
its quite small compared to the actual Chingay parade thou..

i took some pics with my phone's VGA-ish 2megapixel phone..

-yang

2008-02-21T22:29:00.000-08:00

orientation day 1 today.

tiring but very fun.
=)

SERES! OG:IDEN

IDEN ppl are really nice and i had a lot of fun! campfire tmr!

seems that ACJC is really very nice. ystd's impression don't count anymore. hahaha!

-yang

2008-02-20T20:09:00.000-08:00

19Feb!
15mins meeting at amk...then we had to rush off to do other stuff.

self-timer grp pic!

den!

deb!

naiy!

20Feb.
first day of school today.

woke up at 530am. (eeks! horrible timing) and reached acjc exactly at 730 sharp. next time must leave house at 615 instead. the walk from mrt to acjc is really far and there's NO BUS that goes to acjc which i can take.. (sweaty!)

thou i must say acjc hall is really awesome. LT1 and the hall can be joined just like TP and all the J2s will sit on LT1 while J1s sit in the hall on chairs AND with aircon! nice nice. after a while the aircon starts to get really cold to the point that its freezing and your teeth chatters.

had talks the whole day. really boring till the point. pon-ed the 2nd half of the talks. not like if i go i will listen... sat at the extented canteen and chat with my new found frens. trying hard to blend in with the first intake ppl and not get caught. my new found frens are nice ppl. =) but one of them appealing to hcjc.
orientation starting tmr. hopefully my og will be fun!

this year acjc cutoff is really low. its like partial 6 for both arts and science stream. there's on ly 16 ppl in arts stream that is 7. o.o im really thankful that i put acjc as first choice if not i wld most prob be in ajc (yucks! no offence to ajc ppl.)

duno what to make of the school yet.
i hate the food thou.
its EXPENSIVE... VERY EXPENSIVE.
and the supposed nicest food, chicken rice, tastes horrible. the rice is not even chicken rice rice and the chicken is like soggy and watery. i dun dare eat other food liao.

acjc is has a lot of RV ppl... really A LOT.

after sch went off to cjc! to accompany jiawei for appeal and meet cheryl, jenny and vinnie! its been so long since i last saw them!
met jiawei at amk mrt. we were almost lost on 132. hahaha. i was being blur as usual.
i saw so many sn ppl in cjc! hahaha. its like some unspoken gathering point for everyone. saw sn ppl from rjc, acjc, ajc, sajc, yjc! it was nice seeing so many familiar faces and many faithians!

the five of ur were really high in cjc. haha. doing quite self-embarrassing stuff like bursting into songs, cracking lame jokes, doing all sorts of weird stuff we used to do.
I REALLY REALLY MISS 4FAITH! the silly antics we do, the digressings in class, the randomness, the zi-highing, the lameness, the funny stuff and inside jokes... etcetc!

after jiawei's appeal we went off to amk hub. jenny had to leave first so the remaining 4 of us went to ahmei's cafe(cafe right?) to eat nasi brianyi & ice milk tea. super filling.
but we started to be emo.. reminicsing and everything. vinnie kept singing emo-inducing songs like 'That Thing You Do', 'IJ Spirit', 'Graduation' etcetc.. and made me tear!

this happened! a bit gross but!!! hahaha.
i was playing with my leftover food. =)

haven been so tired in a long time.
its not really physically tired.. but emotionally as well.
sitting on the train back and stoning. i thought of what jocelyn said to me ystd... and i seriously do wonder if acjc is the ideal school for me.

all the best to CHERYL&JIAWEI for your appeals!!

got to have FAITH gathering soon! and PHYSICS class outing as well..!
miss my cca frens as well.. ~~hope~~ we must meet up soon!

-yang

2008-02-19T09:24:00.000-08:00

6:29AM this morning... i was happily asleep in dreamland, bouncing on fluffy clouds without a care for the world. (expect that i was dreaming about posting eariler.. but it dont count) =)

6:30AM... *phone rings and cobrastarship starts to blast from my phone* my finger found that oh-so-familiar button and shut my phone up. then i realise that it wasnt my alarm tone. its msg. so okay half asleep, pick up phone, look at phone screen.

all i saw was 'MOE: ' and i unglamly fell off the bed from shock.
haha. lucky my bed is those platform bed not that bad. moe said that only can check after 8am today online. so i wasnt expecting anything that early.

Not mentally prepared!! at all.

i got into ACJC Sci. should feel happy right? since its like my first choice and all...
i feel very neutral.
like its not my results why shld i care that feeling.

weird.

i'll miss all my very awesome frens from sn.
=(
but at least a lot of sn ppl are in np! and i can easily go crash np when they start sch....in APRIL.

reporting time:730AM tmr.
which means im gonna have to wake up at 5plus.
BAD

From:74688
19-Feb-2008 06:30
----------------------
MOE: Congrats GUAN
YANGYANG, you are
posted to ANGLO-CHINESE
JC, SCIENCE (22S) under
2008 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI
on 20 Feb 08 at 7.30am.

-yang

2008-02-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

tmr's Valentine's Day!

gona go out and celebrate with my frens. =) happiness.
i shall drag chris directly to starbucks and get out mocha frappe + whipped cream. (cravings! sinful? hahaha.)

sembawang sells really pretty roses.
shall buy some to give out tmr!

sorries to denise! i can't crash NY and attend the event. u'll get to see me on friday no worrys. =D
sorries to debbie and christie! i can't go out with you guys. another time!
sorries to farhana! we'll catch up another time i promise!
sorries to yvonne, huixian and charlie! but i really dont want to attend that gathering which really means nothing. and you guys know it.
sorries to sebestian... actually im not sorry.
sorries to daryl!
sorries to cheryl! i forgot that we were suppose to go see ac together! ohno! next week okay? eat more pineapple tarts!
sorries to Cast42! i feel so guilty now. (gah)

yeapyeap.
all the ppl i pangseh-ed or turned down, i apologised!

*smiles* i'll buy u rose ok? haha.

i had a nightmare last night and woke up crying. it was then that i realise i was too old to go brawling to my mommy, complaining about bad dreams the BFG gave me.
ppl grow up.
i grew up... and became too old for something that seem so meaningless but matters so much.
times like this, i really envy my sister for being only 7 this year.

im turning 17.
eeeks.

-yang

2008-02-11T20:15:00.000-08:00

NINE IN THE AFTERNOON
PANIC AT THE DISCO
Pretty. Odd.

Nine In The Afternoon!
The First single from Panic At The Disco's NEWEST album 'Pretty. Odd.' released ystd!
Its a really awesome song. and the MV is really fabulous! its reminded me of 'Alice In Wonderland' somehow. the marching band part is hilarious. especially cos of their long underwear (as the band calls it).
be thankful its not spandex or tights! haha.

seriously cant wait for 25March to come. i need the entire album now!!

PATD have super righteous titles.
their second single is called That Green Gentleman (or is it The green gentleman? i cant rmb) =D

oh! and they have dropped the '!' from their name.
=( boo.
i like it better as Panic! At The Disco. but Panic At The Disco works fine also i suppose.

Nine In The Afternoon lyrics

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know
yeah we're feeling so good

Picking up things we shouldn't read
It looks like the end of history as we know
It's just the end of the world
Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as love, you could you can

Into a place, where thoughts can bloom
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
And we know that it could be
And we know that it should
And you know that you feel it too

'Cause it's nine in the afternoon and
Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do

When it's nine in the afternoon
Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good

Back to the street
Down to our feet
Losing the feeling of feeling unique
Do ya know what I mean?

Back to the place
Where we used to say
Man it feels good to feel this way
Now I know what I mean

Back to the street, back to the place
Back to the room where it all began
Back to the room where it all began

Cause it's nine in the afternoon
Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do

When it's nine in the afternoon
Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

2008-01-30T14:27:00.000-08:00

[EDIT]
77 words
[END EDIT]

~~59 words~~
per minute

the per minute thing is sorta cut off.

BUT, how awesome is that?
hahaha.

59words per minute!!
thats almost a word per second!!

i know i totally pwned a lot of ppl ! (ego much?)
haha. no offense.
just so you know i tried 4 times before i got this score. is first time i got a 46wps. i got improve a lot as i when along! (yes i m bored. can you tell?)

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-28T16:22:00.000-08:00

RESULTS DAY
24JAN2008

cheryl&me!

jan&me!

chris&me!

me&pauline&chris!

jan&ges&me!

me&geri!

me&mk&den!

MSP&MSP!

me&ade!

me&den!

den&deb&chris&me&mk!

me&chris!

i realise i didnt take photos with A LOT of ppl! gosh.

5 more minutes till JAE registration closes.

ohgosh.
i duno if i made a right choice in not trying VJ.

but i guess what chenlaoshi said is true. we should get into a school with our grades and ability, then, we can walk proudly through its gates and know that this is what we truely deserved instead of appealing in and getting the 'back door' feeling.

*sigh*

1 more minute.

i guess its really ACJC for me then.
maybe VJ isnt where is should be. TJ doesnt sound as appealing as its seemed at first.. thou its school compounds are seriously huge.
life is so uncertain.

oh look! JAE registration just closed.

i seriously hope that there would be nice sn ppl in AC with me. i dun wan to be stuck with those ppl in JC as well.

seems like a lot of faithians going for NP. well at least AC is near NP! =) hopefully i'll get to see them often.
and i'll get to see christy often! yippees.

but i guess for my cca clique.. everyone is split up to diff places. =( this is bad. next time even more hard to find time where we are all free to meet up.

FYI. its 4:10pm.
and JAE registration is still open! weird? i know.

reduced to playing neopets now
hahaha. its a bit boring.
BUT GUESS WHAT?
i found JELLY WORLD. hahaha. awesome.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

Now is the time to say Goodbye
Now is the time to yield a sigh
Now is the time to wend our way
Until we meet again
Some sunny day.

Goodbye
Goodbye
We're leaving now,
Tattybye
Goodbye
We wish you all goodbye
-"Goodbye Song" Peter Cook and Dudley Moore

i guess this is the song that most suits my feelings about stuff right now. Goodbye is made final with JAE.
it seems everyone is heading their separate ways.
JCs, Polys, Overseas.

Until we meet again some sunny day.

As far as i know hardly anyone going to same JC as me..
*sigh* its new chapter all over again.
Expect for CHERYL! ohmygosh. i was so happy when i found out can! hahaha. =) but its not confrim if she can really get in. i really hope she can. she's like my only light in a dark and scary tunnel. =/
ACJC.
i hope i had made the right first choice.

but when i think about it, i really have too many new chapters in my 16years of life. new environments, new faces, new friends...
stnicks is one of the best place i have ever been. i guess thats why its so hard to say Goodbye and Goodnight.

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
-"Time Of Your Life" Green Day

over used graduation song?
i guess so. but less used compared to Graduation by Vit.C.

dear friend,
i can roughly imagine what u are going through. i know its not easy. but please, im there for u. as will many ppl as well. dont keep it bottled up and put on a false smile, dont kill yourself from the inside.
<3,your fren.

i wanna go check out ACJC soon.
anyone wanna go with me?

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-24T01:03:00.000-08:00

i duno.

should be happy with my results. but to a great extend, i m quite disappointed. its always that one mark or that one point that makes the world of a difference.

i should be contented with my results as i did better than a lot of ppl. and it is a huge improvement from my lousy prelim score.
shall not go and think so much already.

what has been done cannot be undone.

now its just the decision of NJ or VJ as first choice. since i wld most likely need to appeal to get in. (i missed by 1 point.) and if its first choice then have a higher possibility of successful appeal.

to all my dear friends who are disappointed in their results:
its not over okays. apparently things happen for a reason and this is a reality that we cant change. (unless we rewind time. but thats not going to happen.) we have to move on and make the best out of the situation. =)

BIG THANKS to my family, friends, teachers and all those who have helped me in the year 2007. there were so many ups and downs in the short 365days, so thanks for being with me and encouraging me when i am down.

Oh! and an extra big hug to my CCA CLIQUE and 4FAITH07/3FAITH06. you guys are the BEST.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2008-01-23T11:30:00.000-08:00

so cute lah! =)

results tmr. *shudders*

2008-01-22T12:01:00.000-08:00

Release of 2007 GCE O-Level Examination Results and
2008 JAE & JPSAE

1. The results of the 2007 Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level (GCE O-Level) Examination will be released on Thursday, 24 January 2008.

2. School candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2:00 pm on 24 January 2008. Private candidates will be informed of their results by post. Private candidates may also access their results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board website at http://www.seab.gov.sg from 2:00 pm on 24 January 2008.

3. Students can submit applications to junior colleges (JCs), Millennia Institute (MI), polytechnics and the Institute of Technical Education (ITE) via both the Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE) and the Joint-Polytechnic Special Admissions Exercise (JPSAE) using their GCE O-Level results.

4. This year, students will be able to receive the posting results of their JAE application through an additional channel, via SMS text messaging. Students must provide a local mobile phone number during registration through the JAE Internet System (JAE-IS) to receive the SMS. <---- awesome!

OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.
OMGOSH.

i dun feel like knowing my results.

DIE.
DIE.
DIE.

anw.
tmr 4faith07 class gathering in school canteen from 12noon till whenever the school chases us out of the compounds. =)
awesomeness.
certainly hope everyone will be there.

thursday morning 4faith's gonna from a line at assembly!
can invite msprav to join us cos this year she no form class.
then after that im so gonna go camwhore. (denise ong!!!) hahahaha. we must take pic in every corner of the sch okay!

-dropping into the unknown,
yang

2008-01-20T22:51:00.000-08:00

currently very allergic to the words:

'O' Level Results

and always on the lookout for:

MOE PressRelease.

ohgosh-ness.

I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya
-"stronger" Kanye West

but i don't feel 'stronger' at all. in fact, i feel damn lot weaker.
stupid stupid Os.
to those in the same situation as me, we feel.

As lead rains, and pass on through
Our phantoms, forever, forever
Like scarecrows, that fuel this flame
We're burning, forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
-"Demolition Lovers" My Chemical Romance

Alas. (haha!) my fav song excerpt from my chem (!!!) songs.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-16T16:46:00.000-08:00

PERTH

yippee.

my dad allowed me to plan for our upcoming trip to PERTH! =) awesome. i'll decide where we'll go, where we'll stay and everything!

yay!

its weird that we are going during CNY thou. haha.

but i'll sacrifice my ang pows anyday for a trip overseas. but i think it sorta means that i dont get my Italy trip during June.

awshucks.

i cant get my sis to stop singing "umbrella" by rihanna.

its seriously irritating. *grrr*

OLEVEL RESULTS soon.

-marking the X&Os

yang

2008-01-14T12:37:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH.

got msg from MK that Olevel results will be out on 24jan. apparently thats the msg the PSG passed down.

i frigging nervous.
if its on seriously on 24jan then i only have 10 more days to freak out. (what happened to the friday trend?)

i swear i visit the MOE website and watch the news EVERYDAY. obsessive much? i think so too. (ha. ha. ha....)
guess what the MOE ppl put up recently? click to check it out.
it clearly means that they are gonna release the results damn soon. *shudders*

the only bit of reassurance is that i would most like be able to take off 4points off my final grade. horray for CCA and HCL.
this time HCL paper was quite okay so shldnt be able to fail right? pass can liao.
PASS CAN LIAO.

i have been thinking too much about Os... and realise that i m actually very disappointed with my CHEM (my chemical romance!) papers. =(
i really SERIOUSLY hope that phys and combine humans will be A1.
Emaths and Amaths have to be A1.
Hopefully ENGLISH will be okayy. *sigh*

Olevels wastes braincells and brain-space:
-before: Mugging 24/7
-during: Duh. Do i really need to spell this one out?
-after: Worrying 24/7

CHRISTY! i seriously seriously seriously need to go out with you one day.
i have so effing much things to complain and tell u! lets go starbucks and buy our (yummy) MOCHA FRAPPE and sit there for 5 hours okayy..! =)
i really miss the days where i see you everyday.

i m really missing 4Faith'07.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-12T17:54:00.000-08:00

went back to stnicks on thurs to celebrate jiawei's birthday and to go for CCA audits.

group pic of all those who turned up!
it was really hard to get chiachia to take a pic and we manage to ~~convince~~ drag her into the pic! haha. we were screaming and shouting till the whole canteen was staring at us!
i miss 4Faith'07

me & ANGES! MSPs!
i miss talking crap to u! esp during PPP!
we must go shopping again okayy. =)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JIAWEI!

after that went to see CCA.
i interviewed 2ppl! haha. once with LingHui and once with Cheryl.
*cough* one of the sec1's reason for joining was to learn how to use Microsoft Powerpoint. i gave her the are-you-seriously-serious look and she cont'd on with her needs for Powerpoint. Cheryl gave her one big 'X' after she left! (partly cos of my influence as well! hehee)
and i think i scared them by staring at them with a serious face. whooopsie!
i learnt 2 new & awesome games that day with the 2008EXCO! haha. i m so going for Sec1 Orientation this year! hahaha.

stnicks2008 diary is SUPER NICE! to all those who haven bought it yet: BUY IT! its awesomely ALLLL-SOME. thou its ex compared to previous years but worth it. =) the stickers inside are so cute can!
they credited one of the photos which i took as "School Archives". =(
but i m happy that i contributed to the Archives and SN diary(for the 2nd year running!)!

i realise me and my sis love to camwhore together! to think that she's only in pri1!
whoops. bad influence on my part! haha.

Olevels Results day: 25Jan2008
Posting date: 19Feb2008
im damn nervous..

new blog template! =)
i love Photoshop! haha.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2008-01-02T18:17:00.000-08:00

Cobra Starship's second album iViVa La Cobra is so awesome! Haha..

especially recommending:
-The City Is At War
-Guilty Pleasure
-One Day, Robots Will Cry
-Kiss My Sass
-Damn You Look Good And I'm Drunk (Scandalous)
-The World Has Its Shine (But I Would Drop It On A Dime)
-Smile For The Paparazzi
-Angie
-Prostitution Is The Worlds Oldest Profession (And I, Dear Madame, Am A Professional)
-My Moves Are White (White Hot That Is)
-Pleasure Ryland

ohwait... thats everything. haha!
its a great album.

The City Is At War has a super duper nice MV! Check it out here. pay attention to the donut-eating police. its FBR guest star: Pete Wentz! haha. he looks stuffed... as in 'cotton'-stuffed.

Panic!ATD's new draft song: Were So Starving. its SUPER NICE. =)
but it makes me wonder... what happened to RyanRoss's lyric style? his style changed so much from petewentz's-school-of-writing to simple-short-to-the-point.
Not complaining much thou. haha.

My sis's first day at sch is hilarious.

2007-12-31T18:30:00.000-08:00

this is such a cute(&funny) pic of FallOutBoy!
pete is like: *grins widely* this is so awesome
andy is like: hmmm.. *stone*
patrick is like: *constipated smile* can i go to the toilet now?
joe is like: OH YEAHH MAN! i m like totally sugar high.

this convo took place just now between me and my sis while packing her school bag.

me: "Steph. Can pass me your ying wen books?"
sis: "Orhh.. My Chinese books is it?"
me: "No. Your ying wen ones!"
sis: "Huh? I just gave you my Chinese ones wad..."
me: *bangs wall* "Your ENGLISH books!!"
sis: "ORH! My English books arh.. I thought u wanted my hua wen books."

major language confusion. *shakes head*

another incident..

*sis turns on tv... it was MTV channel*
sis: "JIE! look! Panic! At The Disco leh!!"
me: *stare* "No...! Its Fall Out Boy lah."
sis: "JIE! look! Fall Out Boy leh!!"
me: .....
(fyi: it was actually The Academy Is...)

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYONE

going out for FIREWORKS later at marina bay. =) its gona be super crowded but whatever.

my sis is FINALLY starting primary one on wed!
haha. so cute...

last day & last post of 2007.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2007-12-28T17:04:00.000-08:00

The time is now or never, to fit the missing piece
To take this on together, you make me feel complete
We fall into the future, and through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads, and so it comes to pass

To go beyond the surface, to reach into your soul
This love is not demanding, my heart has told me so
I hold onto my heroes, with faith enough to fly
The power to imagine, will keep this love alive

Let’s make the headlines, loud and true
I wanna tell the world I’m giving it all to you
Let’s make the headlines, loud and clear
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
And if I lost my way you’d carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it’s just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)

And it feels so good every bells gonna ring
Your love is alive and it’s making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on baby let’s go

And words yet to be spoken
Will fall upon the page
Spelling out true devotion
Is all we need to say

Let’s make the headlines, loud and true
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)
I wanna tell the world I’m giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let’s make the headlines, loud and clear
(All that I have I give to you my friend)
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)
And if I lost my way you’d carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it’s just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)

Let’s make the headline true this time
(Just remember what simple words can do)
There’s no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved with you)
And if I lost my way you’d carry me home (I know, you take me, all the way to heaven)
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it’s just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)
(Everything matters, it really matters)

Lets make the headlines, loud and true
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved)
Lets make the headlines

‘Cause I’m giving it all
Yeah I’m giving it all to you

2007 was a super, awesome, wonderful, exhilarating, beautiful, great, fabulous year. As 2008 approaches, what we once have will no longer be there and things will change.
I just wanna say to all my friends that has made my sec4 year so meaningful: I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I REALLY MISS YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE.

Note to self: I am missing you people quite terribly.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2007-12-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

Here's an early season's greeting as i most likely wont be able to update on time come christmas day.

-marking the X&Os,

yang

2007-12-15T20:29:00.000-08:00

i m not trying to be emo, but just ~~saying~~ typing what i really feel.

So many things happened recently i duno what to make of it seriously.
I have been asked to blog, but i really duno what to blog about. weird? sure i can post some pics and describe the event and stuff... but they don't really mean much. its the memories that weighs a lot and these are the memories that i would treasure a lot. unknowingly, i just lock the memories safely in a portion of my mind (for save-keeping u know).
when i dun blog about (eg. farewell etc) it doesnt mean that they dun mean much to me. it means that they mean so much that i can't simply express in a blog post.

watched WARLORDS with my parents ystd.
the movie was so sad!! from start to finish was all about sad stuff that i ended up crying at the end. it was quite gory also.

i need to find work so. but i m just procrastinating and procrastinating.. lalalala.
hopefully TOY 'R' US wants me. =)

-marking the X&Os
yang

2007-12-04T13:59:00.000-08:00

go click play on my music player above. =)
its my favourite song ever! yeah yeah. its an old song..so?
John Rzeznik has the second most sexiest voice in the world.

Iris
By: The Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

i'm hooked onto MLTR's Romantic Balcony.

its another old song. haha.
it was released in 1997 so that makes it 10 this year. =)
another great song from MLTR is Sleeping Child.

its DECEMBER now.
you know what that means?

X'MAS IS COMING! =)
which also means that Panic! At The Disco is gonna release their single soon.
totally can't wait. its gonna be so awesome.

watched Enchanted ystd with deb and chris.
it was nice. as in "okayyy... nice."
some parts are super lame. especially that prince.
somehow he acts like he is mentally challenged. *rises eyebrows*

i love the chipmunk thou. haha. so cute. i think its name was Pip or sth..
it can inflate and scrunch up itself!! so funny..
the ending was quite expected. typical.

watching Hitman tmr with christy and her fren..
the thriller looks nice. =)
i'm still okay with the NC16 VIOLENCE part. but the NUDITY is a bit.. *ahem*
*covers eyes* haha.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2007-11-29T22:30:00.000-08:00

Grad Night[Prom] - 26 Nov 2007

it was a ~~night~~ day to rmb.
started tearing at the end.. together with most of other faithians.
but end up i couldnt hold in the tears at the class hug part and there went my make-up.

two years together, we've came really far,
through thick and thin, through sweat and tears,
no matter what, there's a bond deep within us,
holding us as class of 4FAITH 2007.

hold on to our dreams of peace
don't stop believeing
&
hold on to the IJ dream

<3
3/4Faith, thanks for being part of the two wonderful years of my life.
we are the sculptures engraved in our hearts
no matter how others look at us, we know that deep down, we are truely a beautiful lot.

<3
to my CCA Clique.. i love u guys so much. thanks for everything and the great memories. especially during CCA Chalet and Prom Day+day after and the lift photos as well.. we must MUST keep in touch next time.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2007-11-24T03:35:00.000-08:00

just finished class video for grad on mon...
didnt think it wld be possible if not for ANGES helping me with the photo hunting and stuff! Thx MSP!! I LOVE YOU LOADS! =)

i m suppose to be "waking" up in 2 hrs for my trip to genting. haha.
ohh. i'll be in malaysia from today(24nov) to tmr. so if i dun reply ur msg.. (i shldnt) its not my fault. =)

got my contact lens today.
WEIRD
thats all i can say abt it. feeling very WEIRD and i feel very insecure. like then lens may anytime go to some place and i'll nvr find it ever again. o....o
thanks debbie for waiting! i took super long i know. haha.

PROM next mon.

MITS gathering on 9DEC organised by MrsAng.

CCA farewell 12 DEC.

-marking the X&Os
yang

2007-11-18T08:55:00.000-08:00

just putting up a random photo cos i m not done with my detailed long post of this week.
haha. to those who are waiting. [you know who u are] keep waiting!! it will be out.. soon? X)

DO NOT READ THE WHOLE BULLETIN!!
JUST QUICKLY COPY AND PASTE.... DON'T SPOIL IT.

Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...NO CHEATING!

1. Christy Ho
2. Stephanie Guan
3. Debbie Soh
4. Denise Ong
5. Anges Loy
6. Kathleena Ray
7. Ng Jia Wei
8. Oh MeiKian
9. Travis Loh
10. Cheryl Liu

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. How did you meet number 3?
In primary 5. but i didnt really talk to her then..

2. What celebrity does number 6 resemble?
Rainie Yang i guess... they are both stuck in the "bubble culture"

3. How long have you known number 8?
6 years..

4. How do you know number 7?
In sec2 when she sat beside meikian and i always goes down to purity to visit meikian... so i got to know her.

5. What would you do if 4 told you they loved you?
its normal in a friendship type of way. friends love each other....most of the time.

6. A fact about 9.
FUNKIEST HAIR EVER.

7.Who is 2 going out with?
O.o my sister is only 6years old!! gosh! spare her!

8. What does 5 do for a living?
Used to study till os was over. now i duno... shopping? having fun?

9. Would you live with number 8?
can.......

10. What do you like about number 1?
her weird but funky ways. she's cool like that.

11. What would u do if 2 died?
I WOULD CRY AND CRY AND... yeah. CRY. and get myself really depressed. she's my sissy!

12. Do you miss number 1?
yeapp. now thats school's over.. i dun get to goof ard with her everyday. awshucks.

13. Whats your opinion of 3?
Great friend! going home buddy for the past 4 years.

14. What's your favorite memory with number 1?
i have no idea... too many. but if i have to choose.. its LINKIN PARK CONCERT.

15. What would you do if 9 and 10 were going out?
i'll laugh very hard. cheryl and travis?!? are u kidding me??? haha!

16. Ever had a long convo with 10?
all the time cos we sat together in class for one whole semester. and talked non stop of cos. lalala

17. Have you ever slept over at 5 or 6's house?
5=nope. 6=yeapp.

random i know. haha.
but its fun. <3

PAE. should i go to a JC? or just go and work?
DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS...
sigh.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2007-11-15T23:53:00.000-08:00

i tried to blog.
but obviously didnt succeed cos i m dead tired.
shall try to finish it tmr when i get back.

lalalalalala i need to sleep.
Old Mr Chou is calling. haha. X)

i bought my prom dress today!!! whoopie.
i never tot i wld have ever bought a bubble dress.. but guess what? I DID.
haha.
somethings u could just never tell until they smack u in the face.

a pic from one week before Os... which is really long ago.
i m not missing the tests and exams yet. too much shopping leaves me way over exhausted.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2007-11-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE OLEVELS
bon voyage

this is da life. <3

to all those bio[morbid] muggers..
ALL THE BEST!!

tmr going SHOPPING with chris and anges. yippee! haha. i m just so happy.
gona go look for prom dresses and all other stuff. yay!
going out again on wed for more SHOPPING.. and 2 movies! whoopies!

lets look back:
-AddMaths surprisingly well done. <3 will be my first ever A for this subject!
-EMaths G R E A T end of story
-Physics paper1 is awesome. paper2 could have been better.
-Chemistry paper1 is great as well. paper2 was great to a certain extend.
-English overall not bad. but compo!! ohgosh. qns: HEROES. so cliche..
-H.Chinese way better than expected. hopefully they dun moderate much.
-CombineHumans not bad. could be better if given more time.
-Literature curse that stupid suyuan. ohwells..

VJC, here i come? hopefully..

Linkin Park concert tomorrow!
*screams like a psycho* totally can't wait.

-marking the X&Os,
yang

2007-09-23T11:44:00.000-07:00

'Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass next to the mausoleum

goodbye prelims,and goodnight.
i m just wishing you would stay far far from me
but no, you just have to come back to me next week,
FULLY marked. die.

~~please just understand that if i don't tell u sth, doesn't mean ur not my fren. its just that i m not someone who grabs a microphone and tell the whole damn world my problems okay?~~

prelim's over.
smile, cause you have a reason to.

i m falling sick. *gah*
watched VMA's rerun ystd with my rents and my sis.
haha! my sis was in love with Rihanna's pink dress.
i felt that it made her look rather fat...

i like chris brown's performance best! esp 'wall to wall'. rocks man.
the part whr he jumps from one platform to another is like WOAH.
i think the ppl below very scared they kana kick in the head.
damn funny when JT said that it reminded him of how old he's getting..
oh wells. JT's performance still rocks as usual.

i love brendon's red shirt and vest! too bad he only sang for a bit of fall out boy's performance.
he has great vocals! i got my sis addicted to PANIC! At The Disco's songs. (yeahh!!) next step: get her to love Fall Out Boy as well. haha!
FOB got best group 3-peat! not bad not bad. i think FOB's "thnks fr th mmrs" deserved VMA's monstrous single of the year than Rihanna's "Umbrella"..
"Umbrella" is a very irritating song. seriously.

shopping costed me a lot. currently very broke.

for once i didnt like kbox lunch. it gave me a tummyache.
for 3 or 4 songs i just sat there and stone. =/

support Faber Drive! [they rock!]

PANIC!ATD gona release new single hopefully end of this yr! =) yay! can't wait.
new album early next year. *grins*

<3,
yang
its the small things that makes the world go round

2007-09-12T14:52:00.000-07:00

Macbeth made me really bored...

"Out damn spot! Out i say."

haha.

so me, not wanting to sleep... CAME ONLINE.
yeapp.
*grins*

i m here to promote FABER DRIVE.
they are a new band. with nice music.

recommendations:
-Tongue Tied <3
-Second Chance
-24 Story Love Affair

they have really catchy tunes. but their songs not easy to find..
can try find using JAMGLUE. and the files are small whoopie!

haha. back to macbeth i shall go.

"Stars hide ur fires/Let not the dark see my black and deep desires"

"Infrim of purpose!"

"When shall we three meet again/In lightning, Thunder or in Rain"

me, being the nice person i m, shall not bore u with LIT's vileness anymore.
back to studying. -nerd attack!-

<3,
yang

2007-09-11T16:19:00.000-07:00

yes. i m BLOGGING.

haha.
so? sue me..oh wait. don't.

i wana take egeog paper next week! =)
-madness-

i have nothing else to, nothing else to do on the comp.. ohwells. back to CHEMISTRY. wish me luck for tmr!! =)
and the whole of this week and next.

ohmanns. i LOVE next week's subjects. haha. EMATHS, EGEOG, PHYSICS. coolios..
gawsh nerdness. speaking of nerdness... *cough* i encountered some really 'hardcore' ones just now when coming hm..

911 today. [*insert rose here*]
die terrorists die, or rot some where else.
the world's coolio-er without you babies.

<3,
yang

[edit]
most repeated thought of the day: "Damn. I really need to pee."

-once in the wee mornings.. (4am?)
-through out higherchinese paper
-on the car
-NOW.

damn. i really need to pee badly. weak bladder much? x.x

CHEMISTRY<3

2007-09-02T13:11:00.000-07:00

currently busy being a:
nerd.

so.. i would disappear for an undefined period of time.
yeah.

to all poor souls taking PRELIMS and Os: JIAYOUU!

next week nerding at amk lib with deb, chris and den.

=)) haha. i m SO looking forward to it! (ohgosh. i totally sound like a 100% nerd. ~~crap.~~)

so... i m stocking up on songs yeah.

-PANIC! At The Disco

-Fall Out Boy

-My Chemical Romance

-Avenge Sevenfold

-Breaking Benjamin

-Gym Class Heros

-Good Charlotte

-Linkin Park

-Lifehouse

-Boys Like Girls

-Paramore

-Plain White T's

-All American Rejects

-The Academy Is...

-This Providence

-JJ Lin

-Jay Chou

[and A LOT MORE....]

are LOVE

happy belated tchrs day! =)

-yang

hugs and kisses will only get you this far

2007-08-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

We keep the beat with your blistered feet
And we bullet the words at the mockingbirds singing
Slept through the weekend and dreamin
Of sinking with the melody off the cliffs of eternity
Got postcards from my former self saying: "How've you been?"
-fall out boy 'The Carpal Tunnel of Love'

i think u owe me a full explanation.

Ahhh!! Prelims tmr.
~~die.~~
but lucky tmr and friday is language papers. so not that bad. =)

Like soldiers
March on
If we could make it through tonight
We'll see the sun
March on March on

'Til we see the sun
March on
'Til we see the sun

Through the good times
Through the bad times
Through the long days
Through the hard nights
Keep on
'Til we see The sun

Even when there's no one there for you
Even when the days are long for you

Like soldiers
March on

-good charlotte 'March On'

yeahh. jiayous everyone taking Os and As this year!

WE CAN totally DO IT MAN (and WOMAN)!

have faith.

-yang

even as i walk through the darkest days of my life, your voice will be my leading guide.

2007-08-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

Final Lament
[once again, written by yours truly (aka. me). dun steal. i m watching you!!]
one last breathe and one last smile
this is how i disappear for eternal and a day
faded photos and dilute memories
will hold dear how i once walked this earth

nameless faces weep for my departed soul
my sincere condolences goes out to you
only my true love will not grieve for me
after a thousand years and a day
who will remember i walked this earth

so this is how we disappear
memories will die and photos will fade
completely into a new era
life goes on and people forget

this is how you disappeared

the above goes out to my piano tchr who passed away just recently.
may you rest in peace.
it came as a rude shocker for me halfway through sake sushi dinner.

i learnt from recent events that life is really fragile. you can be gone in a snap of a finger and the scary part is that you will never ever return.
oh, and cancer really, seriously kills. *shudders*

i doubt future piano lessons will ever be the same again. i will miss you teacher alice.
i promise that i will pass my next exam will passing colours.
for the past 6 years, you were a great tchr who constantly encouraged (and scold) and inspired me.. thank you.

i hope that you are in somewhere happy now. you truly deserved it.
i guess i'll nvr get to ask you about the photos hanging on your piano room wall.
i guess i'll nvr get to talk to you again...
so many things left unsaid. i don't know where to begin.
feels weird to know that this is truly goodbye. i nvr got ard that card i wanted to pass to you.
but i guess its too late now.

music belongs to you and all the other believers.
i dedicate to you:
*Chopin's Etude in E Op. 10 No. 3 "Tristesse",
*Chopin's Nocturne in C sharp Minor.

~~tmr~~ or rather, later on in the evening, i m going to tchr alice's funeral.

emo-ness.

-yang
your invincible. i'll live on for forever and a day, just to see you once again.

2007-08-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

Down the Road
[copyright to me.. dun steal.]
dig your toe in and drag your feet
close my eyes upon a dying star
here tonight i walk down the road

the sheltered freeway knows no cars
it shall know no more daylight
and be forever drowned in a blood pool

the adrenaline will flow, they can do nothing
a smile creeps along like a sinister saviour
spread your wings and fly with me away

the felt-tip pen will mark the route
dash dashes dash
please cut along the dotted line

i doubt most will understand what i m talking about.
but if you do, no, i don't do "down the road"s or "across the road"s.
i m scared of blood. so no worries. just emo i guess. *sigh*

tried to do June2007 physics paper 1. arggh.
i made so many careless mistakes and all my formulaes and pathetic knowledge were mixed up lah. damnit.
prelims are so near alrdy. ~~fuck.~~
i feel that i let down mrskhong and other tchrs that tried so hard to help me and my class.

~~sorry that i m stupid~~

dun even wana think abt other subjects.
just hope that i can pull through this torture period.
i m scared that i won't make the mark. what if....
i feel damn useless.

starting to think that most english pop songs suck majorly.
seriously. they shld just go kill themselves for sth.
indie music is love (before ur half deluded brain thinks it is indian music and put up some crap ass comment, please go check up the meaning of the genre 'indie' or sometimes better known as 'alternative'.)

-yang
my bloody droplet trail

2007-08-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

kooped this from naiy's blog. heehee.
it looks like fun.

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs. (DUH. unless u count medicine.. haha.)
[x] You like a lot of people. (i try)
[ ] You get along with everyone. (some ppl and me just repel like Like-pole magnets)
[x] You love FOOTBALL (GO ENGLAND FOOTBALL! *waves little flag*)
[ ] You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art (oh yeah. fanfictions is love and life!)
[ ] Favorite music genre is rock. ( i like. but definitely not fav..)
[x] You believe in "innocent until
proven guilty" theory.
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red
or gold.
[ ] Good grades at school. (are u kidding me?)
[ ] One of the worst things you can do
is lie. (nah. there's worser stuff)
[x] You plan on going to college.
TOTAL: 6

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly
everything in your life right now. (no, no, no.)
[x] You laugh a lot. (its healthy! try it!)
[ ] You like to follow trends. (not really. i like to stick to what i like.)
[ ] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim (and get ur hands all prune-ny? i'll pass)
[ ] Water polo is awesome.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite
colors. (eww)
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing.
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a
musical artist. (if u overlook his more than horrid nose-job, his songs are nice THRILLER)
[ ] You're an optimist.
[] You're very emotional.
[ ] You believe in going steady at a
young age. (immature thinking.)
[ ] You haven't made fun of anyone
this month.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important
thing in a relationship.
TOTAL: 3

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You've been depressed to a certain
extent.
[x] You love to read. (join the bookworm club. its KEWL.)
[ ] You appreciate theater & arts. (well..their soft seats are nice for sleeping)
[ ] Sports suck.
[x] Indie is one of your favorite
genre of music. (oh yeahh! damn straight, its my fav! all the way indie/alternative!)
[x] Every once in a while you have
little anger outbursts. (who don't?)
[x] Lying is sometimes okay. (simple, harmless white lies)
[ ] Blue is one of your favorite
colors.
[ ] Knowledge is the key to power
[ ] Sarcasm is the best kind of humor
[x] People should know what they're
talking about before they talk. (completely true.)
TOTAL: 6

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you
hate. (i can make a list and send it to santa, but i don't think he would give me x'mas prezzy this yr.)
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] AFL Football is amazing. (i chose EPL any day.)
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something
serious. (guilty. and not proud of it)
[x] You're a very deep person. (i suppose..)
[x] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You are not very loyal.
[x] You like heavy metal. (yupps. but it gives my rents a migraine..so i tune down on it.)
[x] They make school seem more
important than it is. (i can totally write a thesis on this!)
[ ] You're scared to grow up. (more like i look forward)
[ ] Anger is one of your primary
feelings.
[x] You have trust issues. (who knows, i might not trust u.. i just don't show it.)
TOTAL: 9

hmm... okay.
i m a Slytherin. is that a bad thing? haha.
although i won't deny that i can be a very mean and bitchy person when i m in one of my moods..
i've added in comments.. teehee. can't resist. *smiles innocently*

JAN LEONG! i updated. =)

arhh. tmr addmaths mock. crap. thats my ~~most hated~~ worst subject.
i HATE addmaths. i'll take principle of accounts any day. PoA is fun! why sngs dun have??
*grumbles*

i told my dad to buy me one foolscap pad..
guess how many he bought?

10.

seriously.
cos they were selling at one pack of 5 for $5.75, 2 packs for $7.90.
now i have 2 yrs supply of foolscap. *grins*
at least the texture is smooth and its paper is thick.

-yang
we watch the reruns like avid fans, but one day when all these cease to be real
will your hand still find mine amidst the dark room?

2007-08-12T18:15:00.000-07:00

doing maths questions makes me VERY pissed.. which causes me to drink A LOT of water. and makes me wana throw the book out of my strategicly positioned window right in front of my face. x.x

i totally detest maths and addmaths. the only bit i enjoy is probability and arithmetic. why can't the world be made up of humanities, language and chemistry?!?
emaths mock paper tmr. and...prelims are coming. ohmann.

i was TRYING to upload the national day photos into imageshack. but it revamped and is quite weird. so..yeah. i m having trouble. x(

shall put a few nice photos. =)

Celebrations in school. I LOVE 4FAITH! you guys rock my world. we were the most wacky, crazy and enthu class! i shock diao when mrsgoh asked us to go down to the track to lead the sch.. but it was really fun and enjoyable. what happened to the supposed class photo?? 0.0

At PEPPER LUNCH. we cldnt get a place in Seoul Garden.
attempt reservation by ms.ong or ms.guan didnt work.

funny shot of chris and naiy! bloated-ness~

opposite table!

Our sad attempts at a grp pic in the lift! i think we at least went up and down (frm B2 to level7) 3 times!! HAHAHA. we were so scared of getting caught everytime the door opens!

(aggh. my comp is taking very long to upload the photos..i m bored.)

SELF TIMER SHOTS!

my camera rocks.

zoomed in self timer! i have good aiming worh.

One of the many toilet shots.

Somerset MRT. i like the effect!

that was 8th of august. shall post pics of 9th august if i find the time. for now, i must return to ~~irritating~~ maths.

-yang

2007-08-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

thanks CHRISTY dear for the earrings!
i love them and you. =)

i feel excited..nah. more like high. had too much coke to drink just now.
went to eat Burger King with sis just now. i finished my drink and she cldnt drink hers cos her sore throat haven really recover yet.. so naturally, i finished it for her. yepps. then we went mini toons and bought loads of sweets and tibits! so much for her sore throat.. heehee.

phys was really fun today! [more than usual!] i love 4faith-phys-class and 1st-half-english-class! we reached comp lab earlier than mrskhong then me and zoe started watching Disturbia thriller. i got so freaked out at the back part and started squealing! also bcos we were watching in the DARK comp lab. -eeire-

SHOPPING and CUT HAIR tmr! yay. AHJIA my shopping buddy!

next week is going to be such a SLACK week! yay! only 2days of lessons. ONLY 2 TESTS!!! and the 5 of us are going out on wed aft national day celebrations! to whr? i know not. meikian!! hurry confrim okay? we just waiting for u to confrim only. LAST PERSON! *cough*everyone can make it*cough*

shld i cut 'short' my hair? shoulder length..
zoe.. don't cut that hairstyle. it wld look weird on you..seriously.

something that cracked me up, thou i say, i have to agree:

"I'm laying my own seeds with this, and whatever happens, I'll know that it was meant to happen."

"You're either very brave, or very stupid."

"That's one of the most over used phrases in history, so there's obviously some sort of pattern."

-yang

2007-07-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

blogs which i m now trying to avoid:
*janice's
*christy's

u wana know why?

cos there's grotesquely morbid and puke-able pics of dissected frogs.
view at ur own peril. i almost puked..not kidding.

now i m just hoping that deb don't post HER disgusting frog onto her blog.

why is it that only PHYSICS people understand the degree of morbid and eww-ness of frog dissection? u shld listen to janice leong and her step by step guide to cutting up frog right while queuing to buy food during recess.

biology is a evil subject. what did the ~~gross~~ frogs ever do to offend u?
not to mention, i hate all amphibians!

-yang

[edit]
do i really look like i m floating up the stairs in the morning?!?
why everyone keep saying that? 0.0

i know i m like rather dead in the morning.. but i don't FLOAT right? *:*

2007-07-23T19:49:00.000-07:00

layout changed to fit to my mourning and emo mood.

you may ask me WHAT in the name of merlin i m emoing about, let me enlighten you.

*the LAST harry potter book in the series. NO MORE, ever again.
*the deaths of characters in HPdeathlyhallows
*namely, Dobby, Lupin, Tonks, Hedwig, Snape, Fred, George's ear and Madeye Moody just to name a few. if you have not read the book yet, don't bother to highlight to read who died. this is the last book and don't spoil it for yourself.
*tests, Prelims, OLEVELS

English Oral Prelim tmr.
7th person in line. hope i will do my best.
testing room:1Justice. *wiggles eyebrow* hope that makes it better for me.

~~just don't freak out tmr.~~ i won't.

not really that nervous. yet.
thanks to all those who have wished me good luck!
deeply apprechiated.

as the saying in HPdeathlyhallows goes, ALL IS WELL.

i love harry potter and thank the great JKRowling for the 8years of magical experience the series have taken me through.
i still recall vividly the first time i read book 1 in the Big Bookshop(which is no longer ard), i was 8. and i fell in love with the series. my parents didn't allow me to buy the book, so i saved up bit by bit (sth like 50cents the most at a time). and i finally had enough to buy the first book.
ahh~ memories.
the times when i smiled like a fool when Gryffindor won the house/quidditch cup, the times when i felt that Dolores Umbridge was such a stupid bitch and just wanted to throw the book, the times when snape was being irritating and making me want to punch his nose. the happy moments and the sad moments, the time when i spent crying over sirius, dumbledore and those who died in the last book, i really treasure it.

years down the road, i will know that this is something i will never forget.

call me whatever you like, but i m proud to say that i m a true blue HARRY POTTER FAN.
i see myself holding a pair of thick woollen socks

on another note, hope my ulcer goes away before oral. its hurting
another note (unhappy), stop pestering me damnit. if you think so easy why don't YOU do it?

-yang
i see you lying next to me, with words i thought i never speak. awake and unafraid, asleep but dead.

[edit]

congrats pinky my beloved sis!

your accepted into chongfu yeah. =)

2007-07-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

HARRY POTTER and the DEATHLY HALLOWS releasing in 8hrs approx.

few words: i JUST CAN'T bloody WAIT.

assuming that my assumptions would be correct,
*snape will be working for himself (that selfish brat)
*hagrid will DIE (we do love him loads)
*harry will most likely DIE (0.0 yes.)
*voldermort MUST DIE..
*ron and hermonie will inevitably be together. (awww~)
*RAB is regulus black, sirius's brother

JKRowling will shake the world again with her pen yepp.

one last time to last us a lifetime. memories like this is ours to keep eternally.

mtg with chia(confrim!) and mk(unconfrimed..now confrimed) 645am at northpoint.
yippees.

its been too long since we last got together, reminisicing, i really miss you guys quite terribly.

bay.. i saw his face. it was shitters! muhahhax. funny or what?
randy.. your face rocks(i think.. it makes me hyped) i still love you thou. dun emo
linx.. carry on dear and u'll pull thru. we will be there for you always.
meikian.. eat more vitamins darl. dun always fall sick okay? we'll always surport you.
cheryl.. where the hell were u tdy? u DITCHED me.
christy.. love you darlink. thanks for brightening my day with your presence beside me. we totally rock at reading maths qns!
jiawei.. i hate your peach mint sweet box. it bullys me. as do you.
vinnie.. i wonder if i would seclude myself from you 10yrs down the road. if i really do, DUN look for me! i'll die. and u'll die from laughter too.

ohmygosh ohmygosh.
my beloved harrypotter series.
you will always be my guiding star and pushing force.

my love for you is not strong, but i know with luck, we will pull through.

my new addiction:
You and Me by Lifehouse
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

-yang
today's date:20072007 i love it.

2007-07-15T20:43:00.000-07:00

i am thinking...

of moving my blog to MYSPACE.
shld i?

*sigh*

i can't believe that by just reading ur blog can make me feel so damn emo. stupidness. i was rather hyper just now..like 9mins ago cos the latest series of ACD is up. *mutters*

ohdarn. everyone is emo nowadays. really. i think its this stage when we get to sec4 and is bordering between trying to accept that prelims and Os are coming super fast and in the same time trying to deny it.

i m just counting down the days to freedom, when i can immerse myself in money making and spending. i love the flow of cash.

friday and ystd were bad days. i had splitting headaches and gave my poor parents a huge fright. my headache was damn bad that i just cried and cried. sorry mommy and daddy. i love you guys loads! X) at least i m better now. yippee. but still got a slight headache nagging at the back of my brain.

watched harry potter V just now. what i think of the movie: OOO.ooooo yepp. not bad lah. just too fast flowing and but daniel radcliffe is better at his ANGST scenes now. good job!
i love grawp! and his bicycle bell!!! so cuteeee. it made me go: awwwwww~
i can't believe i TEARED at the end. i also duno why! gosh. i think i'll cry real bad at hbp movie ending.

thanks cheryl for buying the deo for me! =) i love the smell. haha.
thanks kathleena for the golden and black roses! even thou they were leftovers. teehee. love them and you.
thanks randy and benerdict for giving me a new name..? *rises eyebrows* but i have to say.. Veleo is quite a nice name. yeppyepp. and got my horoscope LEO inside!
thanks to all my frens who were there for me when i need you. you guys (and gals) rock socks.

-yang

2007-07-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

yang loves this pic. cuteness and uber awesomes!
hahaa

ADDICTED to JJ's new album.
yepps.
especially his new song 杀手 (The Killa)!
Gosh. Nice-ness! J-Fusion all the way! =)

~~I bought~~ Or rather, my daddy bought JJ's new album for me.yippees.
i love the CD design! the crow on it is like OHMYGOSH!
*hugs album*

I LOVE 西界 !

Support JJ's new album! Its worth ur $20!

Funny things happened today. haha.
debbie, adeline(if u read ur comment), meikian and mysterious-voice would know all abt it! yepp. [kudos to all that knw or came in contact w mysterious-voice before]
*muahahax*

Feast your eyes.

Song:杀手
By:林俊杰
Album:西界
绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像作梦
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动你不懂我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开
锁进来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱
全世界都不明白
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白
锁进来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱只有你明白

-yang

2007-07-08T11:42:00.000-07:00

SADNESS.
i missed most of Fall Out Boy's performance on LIVE EARTH!
=( but i saw the ending part! terrific as always.

but its okay thou.. i managed to catch beastie boys, TBS, snow patrol and kelly clarkson! yippee.

WATCH LIVE EARTH o70707!!

melissa etheridge's coming up. love her songs.. thou its old indie.
Indie/Alternative(punk/rock) songs rock man! yupps.
i especially love Fueled By Ramen records. =)

-yang

2007-07-02T22:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"
Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."
-Charles M. Schulz

teeheehee. charlie brown & snoopy all the way!

i m irritated with starhub. daddy didnt pay my handphone bill on time then theres some stupid transcation prob.. now i cant make call or SMS.
GREAT. just prissy great.

i can't express how much 'awe' i m in now that YOU dont have the decency to send/tell me that YOU have some of the photos and files with YOU.
WOW MY DEAR, WOW.
i m so bloody impressed. and you know the best part? i can't SMS YOU to express how i feel now. terrific.
i didnt think of you as THAT shallow and CONCEITED. damnYOU.
do YOU have any bloody idea how much TIME and braincells i spent TRYING complete this freaking project huh? crappy piece of shit.

guess what.. i have 2 stupid tests tmr and i need to complete the class page. don't get me started on that. if ur DON'T want to send me the photos on time, TOO BAD OKAY.
oh. and photo taking..

i hate this.

when has life degraded to such horrible-ness for me?
i just want to rewind back to the times when i was a no one important. at least i'll have NOTHING important to take care of.

******* at twelve o'clock. take aim and fire to my delight.

on a happier note.
i went to eat DURIANS (lots of durians!) ystd. yumyumm.

6am-woke up freakyishly early for a sunday.
7am-met the other family thats going with us
7.15am-singapore woodlands checkpoint
7.45am-malaysia checkpoint
8.10am-north-south expressway
saw lots and lots of OIL PALM plantations as usual. haha. reminded me horribly of last thurs' egeog test. *shudders*
9.15am- reached Yong Peng toll-station and puked..motion sickness.
9.30am-slacked enough at the rest station and set off again.
9.50am-the leading car kept going and I realised that we were going in the WRONG direction!
supposed to be going towards direction of Muar, and realised that the sign read Machap
10am-finally figured out the correct destination and U-Turn-ed.
11am-DURIAN PLANTATION. yippeeyaya yippeeyippeeya!
camwhored with my sis and the durians! haha. take weirdo shots from weirdo angles. he was giving me the 'wth...' look. pissh. i was on the top of the world with the durians. haha!
12noon-return trip starts. now my car leads! yay. i like looking at the maps and telling my dad where to drive and getting other cars to follow ME. something like a conspiracy starter thou. haha!
12.50pm-reached JUSCO TEBRAU CITY with any wrong turns. yay for me and my great directional sense.
1pm-SHOPPING
4.30pm-had 'linner'. lunch+dinner at PIZZA HUT. ate the cheesy pizza and fettucine and a bit of kop-ed lasagna!
5.20pm-STARBUCKS -nothing beats their iceblended mocha with whipped cream and chocolate sauce. mmmmmm.. not even durian and lasagna comes close..maybe cheezecake. =D
5.40pm-watched TRANSFORMERS! great movie! i love it.. except some parts the fighting was too fast that u duno who was killing/punching who. then the autobots looked a bit same so when megatron(is it?) ripped one into half it took me 2mins to realise 'who' it was. the animation is superb. the best part: harrypotter and the order of the phoenix trailer at the start. i was squealing at it. haha. my dad probably thot that he has a weirdo for a daughter. managed to sneack in a large starbucks cappucino. (so what if i bought 2 cups of starbucks? sue me. u know ur jealous alright. its okay)
8.15pm-movie ended and i made a mad rush for the toilet. BEAT THE CROWD!
8.30pm-supper at Secret Recipe.
10pm-stucked in the middle of the mob of cars also making their way back from m'sia. moved at smail speed. zzzzz.
12pm-Bed, Sweet Bed!

my house, car and fridge has durian smell. its nice at first but after a while i feel like puking.
you know why, cos we bought 25kg back! haha. some were for friends. *smile*

for now, i m just really pissed.
why does my mom have to nag at me EVERYTIME i on the comp??
she is very sure that i'll fail in life. RIGHT... that goes to show just how much confidence u have in me. i m 'flattered' BIG time.

-yang

2007-06-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

school starts again tmr..

in exactly 9hrs..

damnit.

keep me locked up at home. please.

i don't beLIEve my holidays are over.

2007-06-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

my er yi lao lao passed away this afternoon.

rest in peace.

i meet her only once or twice before. that was when i was naive and stupid. dun really rmb her much thou..
still feel sadness when i heard the news. mama's crying. i m emo-ing. and daddy's trying to shut my sister up.. cos she's being irritating and trying to get my rents to buy her a indoor slide. how stupid is that.

it was like 2months ago since she feel sick. its was rather critical at first and she almost passed on. then she got better and went home 1 and half wks later in the pink of health.
but 2wks at home she suffered a relapse and was admitted to ICU again.

at least she ended her sufferings on earth.
hope you are now in somewhere happy.

the following is written for my er yi lao lao(althou u can't read english), for Bay's grand uncle, for my hamster Catus(love you even thou u bit my hand.. ur sth that i can't replace.), for my grandma (i know u passed away very long ago.. i still love you a lot) and for all that had someone that passed on.
copyright to yours truly (yang2 aka. me)

life is a package with a label.
it reads: fragile, handle with care
do not crash, do not fall
do not break the hearts of others who love you.

leave with a smile and no regrets
this is a one way ticket to a better place

don't look back, don't hesitate
beautiful memories with keep you company
just keep walking step by step
leading on to paradise

live with a smile and leave with a smile
your sojourn on earth has come to an end
take flight and fly away
eternal paradise is but one stop away

(don't try to steal this. its mine, not yours.)

on a happier note, lin-kor is getting married tmr! congrats congrats.
i have known u since i was 5/6 yrs old? haha. time flys.. and ur getting attached, bonded eternally to someone.
its quite scary, to me at least, that i'll one day might be deeply attached to someone and give him my heart.. trusting him that he won't take it and break it over and over again. x.x

i might not be able to stay for the entire christy's b'day celebration. need to leave early for lin-kor's wedding. so sorry christy dear. i m still trying to fight w my mom to let me go. she initally dun allow me go.. cos i need to be at the wedding at 2. duno lah..
shall wait till she's over the crying mood.

emo-ness.
one day i'll leave is place and hopefully leave for a better place. but what if i want to stay on? do i get a choice? life is so irritating.. give us a life and then take it away. come on! what are u trying to do? toy with human emotions? it is so confusing to a point that i don't see the humour who-ever-you-are-if-you-even-exist.

-yang

[edit]
here's another song.. ironically i have been listening to this song on repeat for 2wks straight. maybe it was a hint that something is gona happen.

"Camisado" by PANIC! At The Disco.
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

2007-06-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

didn't go kbox w the gang today.. =(
cos i m broke. *boo* after a certain 2 person's presents, i m offically $43.80 poorer. haha.
so i shall stay away frm kbox..

i went w them to vivo after tt thou. its been too long since we were last there as a whole gang. hayiii. everyones busy now. and esp w sch reopening so darnit soon. i dun wan to go back! look at the TESTS we are having!! arhhg.

we were at the place whr u can see the merlion.. and emo-ing for 15secs! before i can up w a stupid idea. really.
out of no where i just stood up and said... "come u stupid dengue mosquitoes! BITE ME. i dun wana go back sch...!" and everyone just stare stare at me.
but i change my mind. haha. no more dengue for me. the last time was like shit. sorry moszys u are deprived of my sweet blood. MUAHAHA.

this sat christy's bday celebration..
=D

i suddenly thought abt my grandma ystd. its been almost 12yrs liao. i miss her like shit.. reality struck me that i won't be able to tk any zilian photos w her (cos thats what i always do w all my family members..) or even tok to her. i hope that she is in somewhere happy. i m sorry. maybe i had not been such a stubborn b*tch when i was young and actually listen to adults.. she might be still here w us. i duno if its my fault. but frm what i can remember...its my fault. i dun dare to tok to my grandpa abt this. he was there and knows what happened better then me. yeah. i m scared to know the truth. what if its really me who indirectly or wdv cosed it to happen? thats why i hate zoos. do they hate me?

-yang

2007-06-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

Good gracious gooseberries. haha.
i had too much coffee ystd. this morning woke up at 3.30AM yippee. new record fo yang.
heehee. still quite hyper at time of post aka. 'now'.

crappy thing: i think i m coming down w flu. blahhs.
sneezy nose.. wait. maybe its just my dirty aircon. yeapps. most definitely.

i realised that not much ppl know of the band called: PANIC! At The Disco here in ulu s'pore... hmm..
Yunn's reaction to my msn dp was: YUMMM. HOTTIE! whos that anyway??
Deb said they were ALIEN. [O.O NOOOOO!!]
FYI.. its brendon urie. the hottest singer EVER. he has a damn nice voice. =D and he's PANIC!ATD's lead singer..duh.

at least theres hope for the world.
my sis saw my comp background.. and went: Jiejie! Who he? So handsome..!
heehee. my sis has damn good taste. [btw. its brendon urie frm] =D not bad for a 6yr old kiddie. BUT she dun like their songs..except CAMISADO. cose i played it over and over again that it was suck in her tini lil head. HAHA.
cose its in english and a bit punkish rockish much? she has a thing against english songs. and i ~~torture~~ treat her to english songs at every opportunity.
i'm evil..so? bite me.

PANIC! At The Disco rocks..totally. *smile*
i m so gona get my paws *cough* i meant hands on one of their tour tickets.. even if it means flying to the bigA. i m sure shortie and meanie will help me. (DUH. THEY HAVE TO. IF NOT... MUAHAAHAHA. *cough*)

i m gona change my blog layout soon. and do up my quizilla homepage. hopefully later on in the MORNING. not now... at 5AM. teeheehee.
wireless network and laptop works wonders. <3

-yang

2007-06-15T17:10:00.000-07:00

i cant resist using comp even thou adding on internet charges it will cost me nearly 10bucks/hr. bahh.

guess what kath found on wiki? haha! totally hilarious.
i love my name to itsy bits and tinie winie pieces.

infomation on here onwards is true according to wiki. added comments from urs truely. heeeeheeee. couldnt resist.

Yangyang
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
(Redirected from Yangyang County)

Hangul:
양양군
Hanja:
襄陽郡
Revised Romanization:
Yangyang-gun
McCune-Reischauer:
Yangyang-gun

Statistics
Area:
628.68 km²
Population:
30,141(2000)
Pop. density:
50 people/km²
Administrative divisions:
1 eup, 5 myeon

Yangyang County (Yangyang-gun) is a county in Gangwon Province, South Korea. The county is located in the northeast of the country, along the shores of the Sea of Japan (East Sea)[note:OH JOY!! THE SEAS! I LOVE IT. haha.]. Its population is about 31,000 (2004).

The Yangyang area is well known for its pine mushrooms [note: wowwie. pine mushrooms. now i know why i like mushrooms so much...] (song-i), its fish—particularly salmon—and its sunrises[note: love that too. heehee.].

In 2002, Yangyang opened its own airport[note: WEEE!!! I didnt know i was THAT rich.], serving Seoul and other cities in East Asia. The airport also serves Gangneung to the south and Sokcho to the north. It is important for the many tourists attracted the Seorak-san national park.

The county is proud to unite the five major religious influences in South Korea: Confucianism, Buddhism, Shamanism, Protestantism and Roman Catholicism. There are sites for all these movements in Yangyang. The Seonghwangsa is a shamanistic altar which was traditionally used for sacrificial rites. Yangyang Hyanggyo is a Confucian school, built in 1340. Today the school mainly serves as a shrine, but some classes are still held at the site. In 1921 the Yangyang Cathedral was built. During the Korean War it was burnt to the ground, but rebuilt after.

The county is also proud of its five-day market. It is the largest traditional market in the area and renowned for the quality of its produce. The market is held on days ending in 4 and 9.

-end-

heehee. wikipedia rocks my socks off my feet..

totally. haha. makes me wanna go live there. i wonder what will happen... if someone asks for my name then they'll go like "No shit. U have the same name as the country. OHMYGOSH. I AM SOOOO JEALOUS."

MUAHAHAHA. overdosed on happiness.

-yang

2007-06-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Funny videos!! haha.

the first one is abt cat and dog working tgt!! very cute. i love the part at the end when they high5-ed each other! heehee.

Shows how dangerous checking ur voicemail is.
the ending is a bit 0.0 and -.- hilarious. but dun start freaking out when he tks his shirt and pants off. he wont be nude.. thou its quite gross. haha.

-yang

2007-06-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

hottie! haha. i <3 brendon urie.
he's super cute + hot. *drool*

Holidays rather boring..really. but if you find socialising with textbooks and assignments very fun, then u'll be having the time of ur life.

Bay was trying to brainwash me just now. *raises eyebrow at Bay* it so didnt work. you know what he did?
he said that its the way teens think that make us dun wana study. if we go to the study table HUGGING the books and other necessary equipment, and remain a very positive and excited attitude towards it, we would learn to 'love' it. AND when we open the textbook, u have to feel like its the 'love of your life' *cough cough*
me, being ~~stupid~~ gullible, decided to try it out. to my extreme surprise, WOW, it didnt work. all i got was a "jiejie.. are u okay?" from my sis. (a 6 yr old can tell that i was slightly outa my mind...)

what has the world come to?? RAH.

i missed SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS musical. couldnt persuade my rents to let me and my sis go. now now. dun stare at me like i m some freak. i try to watch spongebobsquarepants everyday at 6pm on kidscentral okayy. i like the yellow blob.. but i LOVE patrick star. heehee.

suppose to go for P6 class gathering today. but i didnt go in the end.. i m starting to not see the point in going liao. its like we graduated for 4 yrs le and most of our lifes are rather different. when ppl get tgt there's like awkwards moments of prolonged silence. [ -silence- ] althou some still remain as childish as they were in P6...

i saw a pair of new shoes i LOVE and ADORE. BUT its $135! super ex. cos its frm Bonia..(duh) my mom refuse to buy it for me.

ANYONE KIND ENUF TO BUY IT FOR ME??? =D
i'll love u for eternalty..!

christy's b'day party coming on 23rd. i duno what to get her! and her theme arh.. when i read the invite i was like O.O bling. WOW. *cough* i cant bling for my life mans.. braincells dying. i shall go to my dear kathleena's hse and try nick something for her VERY BLINGISH bro. *evil laughter*

i <3 functions! haha.
revised it this afternn and realised that it was actually quite nice and easy. =D

-yang

2007-05-31T22:21:00.000-07:00

Its the june 'holidays'!

joy.. not really.
there is no holiday spirit! while others play, we study. while others go out, we go school.
stupid Os. i cant wait for it to be over.
come november this yr and i'll be FREE. YAY.
*smile*

my "trustly" comp broken down.
my dad says that most likely have to reformat.
horror: ALL MY SONGS AND PICS WILL BE GONE!! NOOO..!
so now i m stuck with the laptop. comp screen is some much bigger. *grumbles*

everyday i'll smile hopefully at the comp and send it positive brainwaves, hoping that with miracle, it would start working again.

i believe in fairies as must as i believe in miracles.. [which is quite a lot] X)

arg. school tmr. 9to1.30pm sian diao lah.
i got a sore throat.. and my voice sounds weird.. like squeaky low. =/

-yang

2007-05-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

Screw your Physics to the damnest and you shall NOT fail.

modified quote from lady macbeth! X)
wahhahas.

hittie is back!! Yay.
friend, please stop losing ur money and ur way. <3 Be the flower of truth and sing till the birds run away!

JUBILATE on fri! =)
looking forward.looking forward a lot.excited.
going to eat dinner with deb, mk, chris and (den and her fren?) before going to UCC.

someone enlighten me on the exact location of UCC please. x.x

saturday going out tgt with The6OfUs to where..i duno. haha.

sian. physics.
theLEFThandRIGHThandRules.

-yang

2007-05-03T21:36:00.000-07:00

Dreaming of You
by Selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

Vinnie my new sitting partner got me hooked to this song's lyrics.
Nice hor. haha.
haven heard the actual song yet.. cant find it. =/
its quite an old song..as my NEW sitting partner is hooked to OLDIE songs.!
(and i sing some of them w her in class!!! 0.0)

passed my TANK album to mk to get it autographed!
YAY =D!!!
i realised that my missing jaychou lyric book was stuck btw TANK's lyric book.. hmmm.

my back very pain..! =/ wahhhah.

-yang

2007-04-22T18:21:00.000-07:00

going out tmr with deb and chris..! =D
eating brunch at pepper lunch, then going bugis SHOP.
after shopping go chris's hse.

Yay!
finally going out after god knows how long.. haha.
Mk going to her shifu's shop to help i think.. Den's rents dun allow her to go out.. Naiy need to do props.. awww. =(
it quite rare that there is a time when all of us can make it.

my tummy is unhappy with me these days.
sometimes very pain after i drink cold drinks.. =/

i love unscheduled holidays!
(don't we all.. <3 )

-yang

2007-04-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

my parents promised that we would visit italy if i get into VJC!!

ITALY! sweet italy~

Rome.
of course there's still the Coliseum. <3

the city on water.. Venice.
their 'canals' are so cool. GOSH.
just imagine going shopping on a boat!

Vatican City.
Do i need to say anything? =)

STRIVE HARD YANG!!

looking forward to the unscheldued holiday! and jubilate!
yay! both days going out with CCA frens..
I WANT TO SHOP!
i m currently deprived of shopping. haha!

mrskhong is really nice to my class!
ohgosh. she encourages us when we are down.. and she is very funny!
i like the way she teaches..
shall strive to PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS for the next phys test in wk7.

shall go do amaths now..and study SS+geog!
oh yah.. still got the irritating chinese ting xie tmr. =/

-yang

2007-04-16T18:39:00.000-07:00

ahh.. look what lessons do to us students..!
it makes us bored.
then we will find means and ways to entertain ourself.

i failed my phys test for the first time.
all the phys girls were very emo today.

sometimes hardwork just do not pay off.

stop being a hypocrite. its really irritating u know that.

cute hor!
haha. i feel so stupid laughing to the comp screen.

jocelyn! she came back for cca last week.
=D
i really miss the times when cca was still MITS. ~~infocomm mediaclub~~
saw a some ex-snrs today at yishun.. and i was reminded of how fun and how much i used to like cca and look forward to it. =/ -emo-

pretty picture christy took during maths remedial!
with all the special effect of reflection! haha.
the whole point of the pic was actually the sky.

olevel yr makes ppl:
hai... i shall be all over in nov.

HAPPY B'DAY ADE!
bought her present just now.. (i think i wan go back and buy one set for myself!)

very tempted to eat the marshmellows though.
its just screaming at me to EAT THEM!

-yang

2007-04-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

BEFORE:

AFTER: (the work of my wonderful phone!)

emo...

i miss colin-the-catus-the-hamster! (don't he just look like a catus)
i nvr see him for 2mths liao!

JIA WEI!!
hope ur "pig's leg" recover soon okayy. stop hopping ard lah! u are so gonna break ur remaining leg. *touchwood* haha.
crutches are cool. one can wobble/hop/swing with it. best of all, u can use it to hit the irritating person in front. HAHA!

LIT TEST TMR!
ohno.

and i m using the comp. =/ good luck to me.

MACBETH MACBETH MACBETH

he's totally delusional. tsktsk. not to mention utterly Boring!.

random quote in my head: (its sorta wrong i think.. but u think i care? hee!)
-stars hide ur fire, let not others see ur dark and deep desires-

Suites Of Dance

-yang

2007-04-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

I HAVE FOUND MY INSPIRATION.

smile.

i feel happy.. with bright lights over my head that goes 'dingdingding!'

OhWells.

happy moment over. if anyone dun wan to be 'hear' me rant dunread the [rant] part.

[rant]
whats ur bloody prob?!? is it ur SOLE purpose in life to ruin mine? to make it suck more than the new vacumm cleaner in the hse?
just have to make it seem like its MY fault don't u. so what if u are a 'natural born TALENT'.. screw it.
I HATE IT. I HATE U.

now (edited) don't think i m good enuf. right.
so what m i now? a freaking waste of space and oxygen? OH PLEASE. i dont live up to UR standards dun mean that i m not a FAILURE. i have my own dreams and i know what i want. i dont want to help u live the life u wanted BUT NEVER achieved. HAVE U EVER THINK OF WHAT I WANTED?? maybe i dun wan to go the best university in the galaxy. maybe i dun wan to be an accountant. maybe i dun wan to get an easy highpaying job that confines me to the office.

u gave me a damn BIG burden when i had never in my life asked for it. IS IT ANY FAIR? did u ever ask me? just throw it in my face and expect me to do a wonder job about it didnt u. said i was selfish. maybe u are the one that didnt think of others. damnit.
[end rant]

i'll try to make the best out of the situation. =]

stay happy..

fairytale is the basic foundation of every girl's life. what most fail to realise is the deep meaning fairytales carry with them, it is dreams and everything a person stands for.

-yang

2007-03-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

i m ~~slacking.~~ actually..
I FINISH ALL MY HMWRKS. yay for me.
maybe the $135 was put to good use. it works. =D

don't skip out on me okay.
you can deceive anyone,
but not me.
cose i know you too well.
so too bad and spill.

LOOK AT MY PRETTY NAME!

i just love MOSburger napkins. =D

constipated 'R' us. haha!

my hair looks werid at certain angles now! ohno.
it is too over layer at the top.. must use clips. =/

don't come within 5metre range of me with a lighted cigarette..
or else u will suffer my wrath.
thought u knew, but maybe i was wrong.

-yang

[afternote: i have been blogging quite often nowadays. horray.]